I'm in need of a pity party so I'm going to post this thing I wrote here. If it annoys anyone please please ignore it. Also, I don't know why I picked this thread, I've been keeping up with it for some time now, thats the only guess I can come up with..:\
I play D&D or maybe I should say I played D&D. I feel that I’m stuck in a void in the world of gaming, stuck in an empty nothing between the hardcore gamer kiddies and the infinite knowledge and experience of the old gamers of the world. I need some great new D&D friends, ones that want to make memories, ones that want to take gamming seriously and live out an adventure through their characters, people that want to put feeling, passion, and emotion into their gamming experience. Do these people exist? Are there more people than the ones that want to make the strongest instead of the interesting? Are there people that want more than to just show off that they know more and that they’re the best? Are there people that want to do more than just sit around giggling, not knowing what’s going on that will actually imagine the D&D presented to them? Are there people that want their gamming make them want to sometimes cheer, or sometimes cry or sometimes feel guilty? Are there people that want to bring their character to life and give them a well rounded personality, with flaws and quirks, and more than one side, someone that might not always do the same thing in every situation but keeping in mind where the character’s heart is? Are there people that aren’t showoffs? Are there people that aren’t afraid to act out their character instead of the character acting out the player? Are there people that aren’t afraid to open their hearts and stop being shy and aren’t afraid to try things? Are there people out there that I can relate to? I hope so…