Church and Steeple - Part 2
Nhura uttered a string of black profanities when she received the news from Koilimilou that Crosod had fled back to Shadow, and was, by now, probably dead. The hunting party descended into the woods of Hethio, two leagues from the ancient dolmens at Groba. A madness fell upon the birds and animals as they fled from the umbral sidhe and the creatures which accompanied them: griffons, the chthonic thing, and the Lamia Jetheeg – another sorceress of no mean ability. Koilimilou was incapable of subsequently scrying the Wyrm, which only made his death seem that much more likely. Threxu’s demise was all but certain.
Frustrated, and aware of the fact that it might prematurely attract undue attention, Nhura nonetheless instructed Koilimilou to scry Eadric of Deorham. Although the Lillend was aware of the general location of the Ahma’s stronghold, a lock upon him and a subsequent clairvoyance would pin him down. The Cambion’s efforts drew a blank.
Nhura cursed, and ordered Koilimilou to call and bind as many demons as she was capable of. A bitter argument ensued, but Koilimilou finally relented. Previously, she and the Lillend might have been well-matched; but now Nhura wore Irknaan’s mantle, and was unassailable by any magic which the Cambion possessed. As dusk fell, under the Lillend’s watchful eye – lest she order the creatures to turn upon her Queen – Koilimilou struck a series of bargains with profanities against which the soil of Wyre heaved in revulsion. Throughout, Nhura was poised to invoke destruction upon the Cambion if she spoke even a phrase out of turn.
Soneillon watched from behind a tree-trunk some fifty yards distant, hiding, invisible, and in the shape of a diminutive woodland spirit.
She had not anticipated Nhura’s determination, nor the resources at the Lillend’s command – albeit vicariously. Neither had the Succubus considered the lengths to which Nhura would go in order to assert her claims to Afqithan – in her retinue were knights loyal to Samodoquol and Menicau, and they needed to be suitably impressed.
The Queen of Throile passed into the unconscious world again, and returned her attention to Eadric. The mental landscape of dreamers in Hethio was fraught with hideous nightmares, the significance of which none understood.
**
In the topmost chamber of the Steeple, the Ahma sat closeted with Titivilus, probing the Infernal Duke on a variety of subjects, but retaining a healthy sense of scepticism with regard to any answers that he received. When they returned to the matter of Soneillon, Eadric stayed true to his words with Titivilus at their first meeting: he preserved a total honesty in communication. He was struck with the realization that whether the Devil adhered to the same premise was, in the final analysis, irrelevant.
"You would advise me to use her," Eadric said. "To slake my lust, draw upon her power, discard her when her utility has expired, and move on."
"That is what I would do, Ahma. I am not you, however. I lack your moral baggage."
"You lack compassion."
"If you prefer," Titivilus sighed. "Although I thought we had already agreed as to its redundancy as an effective tool."
"That is because you also lack the ability to understand it," Eadric smiled.
"As your understanding of compassion is obviously far more developed than mine," Titivilus laughed, "then perhaps you should also extend it to Graz’zt. And every other Demon and Devil between Azzagrat and Nessus. Set yourself up as a shining beacon of Love, Ahma, and watch as, no doubt, repentant fiends flock to your warm smile and welcoming arms. I will remain at the back of the line and observe as Astaroth and Moloch, like pubescent girls, shyly jostle for their places and anxiously think ‘will he choose me next?’ I think not."
"Your mockery does you no credit, Titivilus, and merely reveals the fear that you experience in the face of that which you no longer comprehend but secretly long to become reacquainted with. I am not crippled by my doubt, but draw strength it. You resent me, because I am mortal but still you are forced to acknowledge my spiritual authority. I see the limits of your perspective – the ‘Adversarial’ paradigm – and recognize the partial truth which it contains. But you fail to transcend the dichotomy of total self-determination and absolute surrender to the Will of Oronthon: they are identical. Accompany me later to Morne, and I will introduce you to the Sela. I guarantee your safety – I would happily defend your right to speak with him."
"No, thank-you," Titivilus replied calmly. "Although I’m sure I appreciate the offer. Maybe another time – in an aeon or two."
"The door to the Fane will remain open."
"And I will remain outside," the Devil finished. "Now, Ahma, before I grow weary of your proselytizing, and my mood becomes less accommodating, let us turn to ‘mediation.’ You are ready for me to act as a go-between in communicating with Soneillon?"
"I require the benefit of your perspective in order to better inform mine. You are adept at dealing with fiends, and penetrating their motives."
"That much is true," Titivilus smiled archly. "Am I to act as a chaperone to you also, lest you feel an uncontrollable urge to bed this demoness?"
"You have a singular sense of humour."
"And your track history speaks for itself. Nonetheless, my raillery may be pertinent – Soneillon is said to possess a peculiar way of eliciting sympathy."
"So I have discovered," Eadric said wrily.
"Now?"
"Now," the Paladin nodded.
Titivilus issued a sending. Three seconds later, Soneillon manifested. Dreamstuff swirled briefly around her – nightmares and visions of horror, which rapidly faded to nothing in the waking world. As before, her form – that of a Trempan peasant-girl – evoked a complex reaction in Eadric, despite a knowledge that it was entirely superficial.
*
"Charmed, I’m sure," Titivilus bowed with mock politeness.
"Is there any particular reason why I should not extinguish this gnat?" The Succubus asked the Paladin.
"If I thought it would carry any weight," Eadric replied, "then I would say ‘because he is divinely mandated.’ As I know that you recognize no such authority, I will simply say ‘because I ask you not to.’ I have requested the services of Titivilus as an arbiter. He is, in a manner of speaking, my guardian angel – albeit a fallen one."
"I may have misjudged Oronthon’s sense of the absurd. This monster is hardly a disinterested party, Eadric. Still, he risks much by being here alone – I wonder how he is being recompensed. Where are Murmuur and Furcus, Devil? Three together might pose a challenge to me, but one alone is an easy target."
"Alas, they lack my boldness and appetite for adventure," Titivilus replied, "and my legal expertise," he added.
Soneillon tilted her head inquisitively. "You wish for a formal compact then, Eadric?"
Eadric shook his head. "I wish for a third opinion – however partial. I am also highly dubious of the extent to which you would regard any compact as binding. You seem oblivious to most other established fiendish conventions."
Soneillon moved closer, and her eyes bored into Eadric. "You are perceptive. I wonder if Nehael recognized your potential for transcendence when she was first attracted to you, or she saw you merely as a redeemer and was romantically fixated? She was always somewhat idealistic."
Eadric squinted. "What do you know of her?"
"I knew all of the succubi in Graz’zt’s harem, Eadric. And the mariliths, the lamias, and every other shade of fiendish slut that he could lay his hands on. Each bitch is more wicked and depraved than the last, although, no doubt, each has her charms. When one spends a million years as his chief concubine, there isn’t much that one doesn’t discover."
"And you, Queen Soneillon?" Titivilus asked with an amused expression. "How wicked and depraved are you? I would almost say the wickeder, the better, from the Ahma’s perspective. He has a powerful urge to heal, you know. It continues to lead him into all kinds of trouble."
"I will tolerate your presence, but will brook neither innuendo nor veiled insults, Devil. This creature is a viper, Eadric – do not let his apparent openness and easy mannerisms deceive you. His only goal is your damnation, and if he can use me as a vehicle to achieve it then all the better for him."
Titivilus was about to speak, but Eadric held up his hand to stay him. "My circumstances are unusual," the Paladin said to Soneillon. "And it would seem that established mores do not apply to me. Somehow, I have been appointed a role in determining what is right from what is wrong, although I fail yet to fully understand my place in the new order. Damnation itself may be an outmoded concept – Saizhan is beyond such categories."
"You will be your own judge, Eadric. You know this. Who could be harsher?"
Eadric swallowed. He felt distinctly uncomfortable. Despite her subtleties, Soneillon seemed to possess an uncanny knack for presenting stark truths in uncompromising terms.
"I do not understand what motivates you," Eadric said.
"That is part of my appeal," she replied. "I am disappointed that you severed the connection between us: had the spell I wrought not been negated, you could have met me in Dream. What do you fear?"
"His lust confuses him," Titivilus said, "and he is unused to acting for the simple purpose of sensory gratification. Evil and pleasure are intimately connected in the Ahma’s mind: Temple conditioning is hard to shake off, even when one is the Breath of God."
"The Devil’s words have some merit," Eadric nodded. "I would also add, however, that Dream is something which I have little understanding of. In Afqithan, the Duke offered to act as a mediator between myself and the Loquai and their allies – I assume that he included you in the equation. I refused him for the same reason that I was dubious of encountering you in Dream – it was not a familiar environment. I prefer reality to be more tangible – there are enough variables to deal with already."
"That is a specious argument," Soneillon smiled, "but, as I have said, I am no philosopher and prefer not to be drawn into ontological debate. It would be a terrible thing if my intellect succeeded in denying the possibility of my own existence."
Eadric laughed despite himself, before staring at her with a mixture of wonder and suspicion: was her humour genuinely self-deprecating, or merely an affectation assumed for his benefit?
"We should address the question of Graz’zt," the lightness in the Demoness’s tone had vanished. "Are you now ready to hear the worst?"
"I don’t understand."
"Nehael, Eadric. Do you wish to know what has become of her?"
Be careful, Ahma, she lies almost as well as I.
"No doubt you will take a perverse pleasure in relaying this information," Eadric sighed.
I do not take my pleasure thus, sweet Eadric. "Nehael is currently held in a cell of adamant, deep below Zelatar, in immensely powerful magical bonds, and subjected to pain that you cannot begin to comprehend – Graz’zt is particularly skilled and inventive in these matters. She is guarded by the Nalfeshnee Trakkao – who administers punishment on the Prince’s behalf." Soneillon’s expression was one that, if offered by any other, the Paladin would have interpreted as genuine empathy and sorrow.
This whore is outrageous!
"Proceed," Eadric said coldly, scowling at Titivilus. He was beginning to feel sick.
"Violation of the body is only the beginning, Eadric. There is a limit to the trauma that even Demonic flesh – once fashioned of Empyrean stuff – can sustain before it loses all ability to renew itself. And Nehael is fragile – she has already relinquished much of the strength that was native to her. Little of her as you remember her remains, and her physical form has been stripped away: she consists now largely of essence. As to the integrity of her personality, who can tell? He may have broken her altogether. Prolonged pain of that magnitude often leads to madness and evil – such is the way of things."
"I fail to see what benefit relaying this information conveys to anyone."
"You should be prepared for the worst, Eadric," Soneillon answered. "She may be unrecognizable – not merely her form, but who she is. I would not keep this information from you, and later hear that you were deceived or misled by me."
Titivilus raised an eyebrow.
Outside, the storm raged.
Eadric looked at Soneillon. "I would request a brief moment to confer with my counsellor."
The Demoness nodded, and casually lay down upon one of the narrow pallets, lazily stretching her arms above her head.
**
Within the sanctuary, Nwm sat motionless, his perception reaching outwards through the weather system that he himself had conjured, and rapidly engaging in a series of penetrating mental glances towards his environment.
Eadric was masked from his faculties, but the creatures who were near him were not. Titivilus appeared to the Druid’s inner vision as a familiar set of dissonances which, when combined, left no doubt in Nwm’s mind as to the identity of the Devil. The other outsider – which defied conventional classification – seemed to be a shadow of the real, a fantasy which eluded direct scrutiny, but whose presence could be inferred by its effects on the Green in its vicinity. Soneillon, Nwm mused.
He furrowed his brow in concern. Eadric was playing with high stakes. Attempting to force some epiphany, no doubt, or construct a radical synthesis which would inform his direction.
The Druid found himself reflecting upon Jovol, the Injunction – both in letter and in spirit – and his own words to Mostin earlier that evening. A niggling doubt began to grow in his mind, quickly becoming an irritation with Eadric’s actions, and a realization that his own role in events had been too passive. The time for calculated inaction was passing.
Too many realities were in conflict, and the new one, offered by Tramst, did little to assuage Nwm’s concerns. Saizhan was too cerebral for his liking, despite its claims of relevance and immediacy. It was as though the devotional heart of Oronthonianism – however distorted and misaligned – had been ripped out and replaced with a philosophy which elevated the dialectical process itself to deific significance. Not that the majority of Oronthon worshippers would even notice, Nwm thought. Most would continue with the rites that they had observed for several hundred years, oblivious to the fact that their incarnate deity – or, rather, one aspect of him, his ‘gnostic intellect’ (whatever that was) – had utterly refuted half a millennium of dogma.
Nehael had spoken to him long before of a ‘Middle Way’ which avoided the extremes which had characterized Oronthonian thought and practice – of all thought and practice. Yet Nehael had rejected the Celestial Order a second time, when none other than Rintrah himself had offered to escort her back to Heaven. Uedii had calmly accepted her in the face of reason and expectation – an outsider to Nature’s order, admitted to her inmost secrets.
Saizhan. The Middle Way. The Dialectic. What had Eadric said that Titivilus named it? – Ahh, the ‘Path of Lightning.’ A suitably Left-handed spin on things. And Shomei had been moved on some level – but Shomei was Shomei, and carried her own fears and ghosts with her.
Somehow, Nehael was central – although, somewhere in the details, this had been conveniently forgotten. She had been the first to seek the reconciliation and transcendence of opposing Truths. She possessed a profound wisdom which the Druid missed.
Nwm sighed. If he understood the Green – and he was by no means certain of his own ability in that regard – then it would act accordingly through him. Would the tension between Oronthonianism and Uedii worship persist, although on a more rarefied level? Saizhan seemed to be a practice reserved for the educated classes. What relevance did it possess for a farmer, or for a trapper? What did they care for the much-vaunted ‘dialectic of negation?’
Retreat from the world into a life of contemplation was a luxury that few could afford, and was bought with the sweat and toil of Uediian peasants, however indirectly. The Church might be in the process of disestablishment, and its taxes lifted – as the Ahma had promised – but its principal funds still derived from the contributions of wealthy aristocrats. And their money was stolen from the farmers.
I suppose I should speak with Tramst, at some point, he thought. Although I fail to see what he could tell me that I don’t already know. Still, I should give him a chance. I might be pleasantly surprised.
The Druid returned his attention to the Steeple, where the Green warped uneasily around the interlopers.
I am sick of this. I am sick of them, being here, interfering.
He glanced at Mostin, who was fussing – attempting to arrange his padded mat to his satisfaction. Shomei was on the verge of sleep.
Nwm stroked his beard, and wondered how things would unfold.
**
You are enamoured.
Somewhat. But it will pass.
You haven’t used Palamabron’s Eye to interrogate her.
She subscribes to a different Truth. What use would it be?
[Laughter]. It is your truth which matters to you, Ahma, not hers.
You are incorrect.
Perhaps your lust blinds you.
No, it doesn’t, although it would be easier for you if it did. You are afraid of her.
[Irritated]. As should you be. She can annihilate you with a moment’s thought.
That is not what I meant. You are afraid of what she represents.
[Condescendingly]. And what may that be, Ahma?
An escape from the prison that you have created for yourself.
Your moralizing is becoming tedious, Ahma. Has she then escaped Oronthon as well? Has she placed herself beyond the infinite – your view of the infinite. Is she outside of his purview? That sword cuts both ways, Ahma. What is not Oronthon?
I will not be drawn into monistic thought.
You are avoiding the issue.
The issue is no longer a concern of mine. It is a road which leads nowhere. Now can we please consider the matter in hand – that of Soneillon. What is your opinion of her?
You are projecting your view of Nehael onto the Queen of Throile, Ahma. You have been seduced by her eloquence, wit and her – not inconsiderable – physical charm. You are confusing the two succubi in your mind. Both fly in the face of convention, and both have seized – or created – their own truth.
Are her words regarding Nehael’s current state plausible?
Utterly plausible. This does not mean that they are entirely true, however.
Do you believe that she is deceiving me?
If I told you either ‘yes’ or ‘no,’ then you would – quite rightly – question my motivation for doing so. I will therefore say ‘I do not know,’ although you might also suspect that I am withholding an answer for some unknown reason. In fact, I do not know.
[Wrily] How hard it must be, to be Titivilus. Are there occasions when you speak the plain truth, and no-one believes you?
If I speak the plain truth, then it is invariably in an effort to deceive, so the point is moot.
Would you advise a formal compact, in order to insure me against any ill will that she might bear towards me?
As you pointed out yourself, she may not regard such an agreement as binding.
Does she have a history of compacting that you are aware of?
I believe she prefers informal arrangements, such as with Irknaan.
That is not reassuring.
[Wickedly]Of course, she may be attempting to avoid a compact precisely in order to give her greater latitude in her dealings with you later on.
Your mind is truly tortuous.
Why thank-you, Ahma.
*
"Have you reached a decision, Eadric? Will you trust me?"
"I will never trust you Soneillon, because I will never understand you. You are both too alien and too human for comfort. I will, however, temporarily suspend my doubt – and possibly my better judgement. If you betray me – to death or perdition – then I will hold no ill-will towards you. The fault will be mine alone."
She smiled, and offered her hand. "Come with me. I will show you what we have to work with."
Eadric stepped backwards suspiciously. "Nhura is still loose. I must deal with her first – assuming that you still refuse to intervene and discourage her. I need time to prepare."
"This will take only a short while. I will return you in an hour or two."
The Paladin shot a glance towards Titivilus. The Devil’s face was totally impassive.
Eadric groaned and, tentatively, reached out to touch her. She dissolved, and seemed to flow both into him and around him.
The nightmares of demons – which raged all around – were impotent against the Void which cradled him, and bore him to Throile.