Mathew_Freeman
Adventurer
This'll be the for Christmas without my Dad. I'm really missing lately.
It still feels like he is going to be coming home any day now, strolling in the front door. My mom is still a complete wreck, but I can't blame her, she was his wife. I suppose you don't truly know loss until your life mate dies.
I'm just taking it a day at a time and thankful for the time I still have left. Spending it with my fiancée, my mom, my sister and nephew every chance I get.
If my sister marries this guy there is a strong possibility she'll move away, taking my godson with her. If she moves, she'll be taking away everyone that loves him here. My mom and I will move on if that happens.
Holidays will be me and her, Mandy and the kids. I'm more than willing to bet that she is grateful for at least having two grand-daughters, if if they aren't hers by blood.
Hang on in there, mate.
