I have been holding off saying much about my life lately since it can be crappy. On top of my finiancial issues, now I may be losing my primary job. Worse- it is a situation of breaking company policy with it being my word vs someone else's.
If the company goes with me then I keep my job but plan on getting out of the department I've been in for over 12 years. Obviously I have someone gunning for me but the company isn't saying whom in fear of reprisals to them.
If the company goes with this other person I lose my job, house, reputation and be forced to leave the area.
....and no....its not sexual harrassment but something the company takes just as seriously.
....and yes, I have thought of stupid things to do to myself if it goes bad. Wife is aware of it doing all she care to me positive. But one never knows...... Bi-polar and highly stressed with false accuations plays with one's mind.
I'm surprised no one asked why I was posting occationally in the evening here when I should be at work (instead of being suspended until the investigation is complete).
In theory I will know what is happening tommorrow evening.....
Ain't life Freakin' grand.......