Paul_Klein said:
I am writing this asking for advice, because I am at a total loss at to what I should do.
I’m 22 years old and for the 2nd time in my life am totally head over heels in love.
Early 20's tends to be a crazy time in many people's lives with regard to relationships.
The girl (lets call her Ann) means everything to me. Ever since I realized I love her I can think of nothing else, beside her. I want nothing more than to just be with her.
This is part of your problem. To me, this sounds like infatuation. Now, that's not necessarily a bad thing, and I've been infatuated with many girls myself. The thing is, you're probably not seeing her clearly for who she is. What you're seeing is
what you want her to be. And that is a very important distinction because you have no way of knowing whether or not she would ever choose to be that person.
Now, Ann it seems from my perspective loves him too, but is somewhat frustrated with him, and kinda tired of some of his antics.
Of course she's occasionally frustrated with him. That's the nature of relationships. They all have their ups and downs. But are you seeing a real problem in their relationship, or are you seeing what you
want to see?
Ann and I are great friends (have been for 2 years) but I just “realized” that I love her probably a good month ago We spend a lot of time together, some of it even alone.
That's great. But don't confuse closeness with love (and it's easy to confuse the two!). Closeness stirs up some powerful feelings at times, especially for men, I think, because we are not really taught to share our deepest feelings. But no matter how great a guy you might be, Ann still might not see you as the type of guy she is looking for. Try to accept the relationship for what it is, because when you try changing it into something else, you will often lose that special relationship. A relationship can only change if BOTH people want it to.
I absolutely do not want to ruin my friendship with Morgan, nor be seen as the jerk who stole Ann from him. But I simply cannot imagine forgetting about Ann. I want with all my heart to be with her and can not stand the thought of “losing” her.
One way or another, your feelings will change. In my experience, being rejected by a girl does a lot to change my feelings for her. And that's not just a defensive reaction. It's because I wasn't seeing her for who she is, and the girl who I saw her as couldn't and wouldn't have rejected me. Sometimes you're able to still salvage a friendship from that, but even if that's the case, it will be forever tainted. There are some lines that, once you cross, you can never go back. That doesn't mean you shouldn't cross them. It just means that you should consider the consequences carefullly, make the best decision you can, and then live with what happens.