Sssakkariah catches the lizardman's disconcerted shake of the head, but chalks it up as part of his surprise at having a conversation. Certainly, she had gotten quite a bit further than she expected and she was pleased, even if Sasskasa's latest question had wandered onto a topic that was a little painful to talk about, tied as it was into her reasons for her self-exile. She decides to try to keep it as topical as possible, and avoid any mention of caste, abominations, ingrained societal prejudices, and the like. It was better for her blood pressure anyway.
"Ssssss... how would I explain them? The Old Waysss are an ancient art taught to usss by the great ssserpent Zalaph to develop abilitiesss of the mind. With it, we can affect the real world merely with the ssstrength of our willsss. Sssome of my people choossse to focusss on them exclusssively, but I find the physssical rigorsss of battle equally pleasssing." She flashes her fangs in a feral smile. "Thusss, I devote myssself towardsss developing them in harmony." She then sneaks a peek at Sasskaka's face to try to guage his reaction. Although she was loathe to admit it, his opinions-- and those of her other companions aboard the ship-- were coming to matter. As much as she told herself that self-worth came from within, she wanted them to think she was useful, a valuable ally, instead of being a deformed monster.