"What do you mean, he's not here?" Dru glared at the tavern keeper, fingering the hilt of her sword.
The man looked nervous, and ready to drop behind the bar if she got too violent. "I'm telling you, Miss Naïlo," he said, "Mr. Andaryn checked out this morning, with that ladyfriend of his, and took all their stuff with them."
Dru's eyes narrowed at him. "Ladyfriend?"
He swallowed, nodding. "Some elf," he said.
"Did they mention where they were going?"
The tavern keeper shrugged, looking truly frightened now. "They said something about getting passage on a ship."
"I see," said Dru, although she didn't truly. She felt as if the tavern keeper had punched her in the stomach. Her head was reeling, and it almost felt as if the floor was tilting upward.
"I'm sorry, Miss Naïlo," the human murmured. "For what it's worth, I think that he did you wrong."
Dru nodded, curtly, turning away before he could see her tears. She had to get out of there.
Her gaze locked with Kennic's, and the older elf nodded at her in understanding. He took her elbow, and led her through the crowded tavern, and out onto the street. When the other guards started to follow them, Kennic shook his head silently at them, gesturing them back inside the building.
"Come with me, child," he said quietly.
Dru obeyed woodenly, letting him take her where he would.
It wasn't until they arrived at a small shop in the Old City that she took in her surroundings. It was nowhere that she'd ever been before. "Come on up," he said, starting to move up a wooden staircase on the outside of the building. "I have a small place that I keep upstairs, for when I can't get back to the kesir."
It was a very small apartment, with a narrow bed, chamber pot, and nothing else in it. Kennic locked the door behind him, and then pulled Dru into his arms. "Cry," he said.
Dru stiffened, starting to pull back.
Kennic sighed. "You're entitled to your tears, Drusilia. Get it out of your system now, because it will hurt your father to see you like that."
At the mention of Papa, Dru let out a harsh sob. "He's the one who paid Andaryn to go away," she said, "So he should be willing to watch me cry because of him."
Kennic tightened his hold on her, not saying anything.
His concern finally broke through her stubbornness, and she began to cry in earnest on his shoulder. "It's not fair, Kennic. No one is ever going to love me or hate me on my own merit. It's always about Papa!"
He stroked her hair. "I doubt that very much, Drusilia," he said earnestly. "You'll acquire your own admirers, and likely your own rivals, as you get older."
She sniffled. "I'm already an adult, Kennic," she reminded him.
He chuckled. "So you are. But trust me, it will come."
She felt tears burning the insides of her eyelids, but wiped them away before they could trail down her cheek. "I thought that he loved me," she said in a small voice. "He could have gotten me into bed without saying that he loved me, so why did he have to lie?"
Kennic was still for a moment, and then said, his voice tight, "Some men have learned that the way to manipulate a young woman is through her emotions. Those that lack honor use that ability like a weapon, to get what they want. In Andaryn's case, it was that harp."
"So he thought that if he'd merely been bedding me, I wouldn't have convinced Papa to give him the loan," Dru said bitterly.
Kennic winced at the baldness of the statement coming from his young charge, but said, gently, "Would you have?"
"Yes! No..." She began weeping again, sagging into his arms.
He gently stroked her hair, murmuring softly, "You'll forget him with time, child. You're not the first nor the last person to have a broken heart."
Knowing that she wasn't unique didn't make Dru feel any better. In fact, it made her angrier. How dare that filthy adventuring scum use her like that! "I want him dead," she said.
"Ah, Drusilia," said Kennic with a sad smile. "I believe that you are growing more and more like your Papa every day. Yet... I do not believe that Tensin will kill him."
Dru straightened, pushing herself off of the older elf. "Then I will," she snarled. "I hate the b*****d, and I hope that when I kill him, someone resurrects him so that I can kill him again."
Kennic laughed, much to Dru's annoyance. He sobered, catching her glare. "Sorry. That struck me as funnier than you meant, I'm sure. I didn't mean that Tensin would let him off completely, Drusilia. Some things, and you must remember this, are worse than death. Death brings peace, and finality."
Dru thought about that, and then wiped her eyes with the back of her hand. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been crying like a child," she said, straightening her shoulders. She still felt broken, and knew that she'd cry once in her own room tonight, but didn't want him to know that.
The look of pity that he flashed her showed that her bravado didn't work, but he was too noble to say anything about it. "Very well. Shall we return home?" He held out his arm.
She took it, nodding silently.
Kennic took Dru through the front door of the house, after checking the main room for any signs of intruders. Satisfied, he locked the door behind him. "Get some rest, child," he said kindly. "Put the bard out of your mind. "Did I hear the tavern keeper say that he got on a ship for somewhere?"
Dru nodded. "Although I don't know where to."
"Alright," said Kennic, nodding.
Dru walked down the hall, and was almost to her bedroom when she heard Papa's voice come out of the darkened study, that she'd thought was empty. "Drusilia."
She stopped, looking into the room. "Yes, Papa?"
"Come in here."
She moved into the dark room, her elven eyes not having any difficulty adjusting to the low light. He was sitting back in the corner, and it looked like he had been there for quite some time. "Papa," she said, looking around the room, "You're sitting in the dark."
"Yes."
When he didn't elaborate, Dru sighed, and pulled up a chair. Papa got around to saying what he wanted to say in his own time. She sat, waiting.
"Was I right?"
The silence hung heavy between the two of them, before Dru nodded, almost imperceptibly. She didn't trust her voice to speak right now, because she knew that to do so would make her cry again.
Papa didn't say anything for some time. When he spoke, his voice was tinged with regret. "I take no joy in being right, Daughter."
"How did you know?" Dru's voice came out in a choked whisper that didn't do much to disguise the tears.
Papa's hand flashed out, quick as lightning, and wiped the moisture from under her eye before it could trickle down her cheek. "I've learned how to read people," he said. "It is a skill that you will require in time, but you should in the meantime learn to trust my judgement."
Dru looked at her lap, glumly. "I will not allow anyone to ever do that to me again," she said.
Most people, she was sure, would have hastened to reassure her that she'd love again, and that it was only natural for a young woman to fall in love with a young man. Papa didn't. He nodded. "Good," he said. "You'll be better for it."
Dru returned the nod, swallowing. "Papa... I think I'm going to retire for the evening. I have a lot to think about."
He closed his eyes, lips thinning. "Do that," he said. "Tomorrow, we'll do something to take your mind off of him." After a brief hesitation, he added, "He was not worthy of you, Drusilia."
Dru smiled fleetingly, even if he couldn't see it, and then left for the sanctuary of her bedroom. She hadn't lied to him; she had a lot to think about.
She heard Kennic and Papa's voices murmuring for awhile, heard some other people come into the house, and then Papa and Kennic left. She knew without a doubt that Andaryn was in trouble. She couldn't find it in her heart to care. I hope that they leave you begging for death, she thought, with a certain grim sense of satisfaction. Holding that thought to herself closely, she closed her eyes, and found enough peace within herself to slip into trance.