Thanks guys. It's been okay so far. My parents took me out for BBQ last night. Brought me back home and decided my car needs washing so they helped me wash it. After they left a couple of friends came over. We played D&D until almost 5am then I tried to get some sleep before leaving to see my grandmother. I had an awful nightmare. I woke up to being held down and an odd feeling. It was like the soul was being ripped out of me. I tried screaming but couldn't. I woke up with my heart racing. I started getting depressed because I realized if I were actually calling for help no one would hear me. I live alone with no close neighbors.
I'm dog ass tired but I have to go see my grandmother. My mom guilted me by saying we're not sure how much longer she'll be around.