in my dm's universe, truth is not absolute. a can be anthethtical to b, and they can both be relatively true.
So, you are playing a moral absolutist in a universe of relativism? I think you've created your own problems....
There is only two solutions:
A. Change the universe to fit your views.
B. Change yourself to be in harmony with the universe.
If you don't do one or the other, your life will be in constant conflit and you will continue to be a cause of warfare and suffering until you die.
my god is talking ONLY to me. i know this. other people are making the same claims - they are obviously liars.
Are you sure about this? Clearly you believe your god is talking to you, but are you SURE he isn't talking to anyone else?
unfortunately, not everyone believes me, and many believe the other guy. paladins, clerics, holy warriors etc. if i don't handle this carefully, lots of paladins, acting in all sincerity, are going to die on both sides. i need to find a way to stop this happening.
You must kill everyone who disagrees with you. Since you worry about body counts, I would suggest assassins. Kill only the leaders who oppose you, and take their positions. That way, the many innocent masses are not killed on the battlefield. Only the deviant "liars" who poison the masses with their heresy would die. So use assassins, or if you wish, duel them to death with "honor."
Either way, they must be killed. Otherwise, doubters, and cynics will chip away at what is good and right, until everything you have worked for is in decay.
You must kill them all. And rewrite the history books.
Only those who witness overwhelming proof of your righteousness bear any chance of being converted. A few may be convinced, but even then you must be warry of false faith and backslidders.
Your best solution is to kill them... Kill them all.