Story Post #23
Dreams of Hope and Nightmarish Realities
I slept deep and had dreams of hope and heroism after the slaying of the Manticore. But the sun has risen on another day and Izrador is still the only God answering prayers; there is work to be done. Last night I was so filled with optimism but today it is back to our duties.
Odannin visited me often, brought me my food. He explained the alibi we would say back at Port Esben, a night attack of pirates allied with a Dire Lion who was on their deck.
“What is a Dire Lion,” I asked. He explained that it is a lion but as big as a house and smarter than most men. The Elves have a pact with them.
“The Dire Bears are terrible wonders to behold,” he mused, then explaining, “The lion will give reason for the claw scars on you and several of the other men.”
“And the puncture wounds from the spikes?” I asked.
“Arrows,” he said, with a smile.
We ate in silence for a while and I could feel Odannin girding himself, preparing to say something. Finally, after wiping his stew bowl with bread to get every last drop he said, “Karhoun, I am going to call out your brother in front of the crew. I must get him to abandon this road before we all get killed.”
I put down my wooden spoon and asked what he is proposing and why. I thought he was sounding like Vorden, that damned fool Elf. I wondered if he thought I was afraid to die for what we’re doing here.
Odannin explained as best he could, stammering at his foolish notions, “It is only a matter of time before we are found. This slaying we’ve done here will send ripples throughout the Shadow and it will get traced, traced to us.”
I shook my head, “Durgen explained that the body has already been divvied up, sent all over the Eredane to make weapons and magicks. The evidence of what was done on Dragon Island is gone. None could possible know.”
He argued, “We’ve reached too far and must flee. We could sink the ships and take to the foot hills. We’d be a ferocious band, attacking supply trains and ambushing Legates.”
“That is nothing compared to what we will do from inside the Shadow’s trust. No, we are just gaining the positions we need. Father said that if I gain power in Baden’s Bluff our family will have a stranglehold on the Pelurian. That will mean that WE have a stranglehold on the Pelurian Sea. I’m not giving that up for some supply trains.”
Odannin grew grim, “When we return to Port Esben your father will no doubt squire you. With Kylie dead your brother will need a squire. Then you will be on the path to knighthood.”
“Squired? Me?” I hadn’t considered that. It silenced me for a moment, “So be it, the path to being truly trusted within the Shadow.”
“No,” my brother’s second in command retorted, “My family has been thanes of the Esben family for centuries. I serve and serve faithfully.
“But I’ve known your brother since we were both boys. Something in him changed when he became a knight in the Holy Order of the Southern Pelurian. He was much like you once but now something is wrong and twisted in him. Some days I wonder if he is an insurgent pretending to be a Knight of Shadow or a Knight of Shadow pretending to be an insurgent.
“I would not see such a horror come to you.”
He began to argue more and I interrupted him, asked him to fetch Durgen so that we could discuss this all with him. At that, I saw the fight go out of Odannin. Durgen must frighten him as much as father, I thought.
A good thing too. If Odannin had spoken in front of the crew he might have spread his weakness to them.
With a few signed words, Durgen did away with Odannin’s thoughts on running. Durgen and I, through Odannin’s interpreting, discussed which younger sibling I might bring with me to Baden’s Bluff. Father had said I could bring anyone younger than me who wasn’t already squired or in servitude to another.
I mentioned my idea, “What if I brought the child of the mother we watched hang. I have heard that babe is either blessed by Izrador or cursed. Either way it would be best to have it close to us.”
Odannin recounted for me the child’s history, “It was birthed a little over a month ago and father was hoping for another son. He called his former wife…the daughter factory. So he brought a Legate Midwife in order to insure the blessing of Izrador.
“The child, they say, touched the Midwife and she burst into flames. No one knows if the child is blessed by Izrador or cursed. None will touch it. In the tower it remains, fed by a long spoon.”
Durgen signed for Odannin to say, “If something goes very wrong you can always run. You have nature’s lore and can survive in the wilds. Would you want to run from Father or a Legate with a babe on your hip?”
Durgen left on that note, leaving me to think about my responsibilities. Father would be waiting on the docks of Port Esben. Since Durgen didn’t want Odannin anywhere near the creature that is my father, it would be my place to tell Grandmaster Vildar Esben all about the battle.
I slept knowing that when I awoke in the morning it would be the sound of Port Esben’s wharf against the side of the ship waking me.
The Squiring
Father met us on the wharf, dark mail under his black tabard. The Wardens surrounded him and some house guard were surrounding the wharf. Again he carried no weapons.
“My children return from the hunt. Durgen the Silent, have you come to kill your father and take his throne, my son?” Father asked.
Durgen shook his head and bowed, offering his sword for father to poison. Father poisoned the blade with the love of a hug and kiss.
I had thought his questions were sarcastic. Now I have to wonder if there is some darker goal behind them.
Father turned his gaze on me, “Karhoun the Knife. Have you come to kill your father? Will you attempt to take the throne of Port Esben?”
“No, father, I have not come for your throne.” I offered my sword which he poisoned.
“Where is Kylie?” he asked, eyes on Durgen.
“She died in the battle, insurgent’s arrow to the throat.” I explained.
Father’s mouth grew tight and grim. It was his murderous expression. His gaze settled on Durgen like a death shroud, “Durgen, did you kill her?”
Durgen shook his head, no.
I felt the weight of his gaze, “Karhoun, did you murder your sister?”
“No, father, I did not.”
I explained the terrible night battle at sea. I told him how I had been awakened and how they had a Dire Lion aboard their ship. As we planned, I told the ship had sunk and we repulsed their attempts to get on board the Esben Pride. After telling lies to the Manticore, telling this tale to father seemed somehow easier to me. The wounds from the mauling I took from the Manticore were still fresh and painful; one of Durgen's sailors was holding me up.
Once I was done father said, “Kneel before me, Karhoun,” and I did as he explained his knighthood to me:
“The knights of the Holy Order of the Southern Pelurian were the warriors who allowed Izrador’s Orcish Host to cross the sea and gain a beach head on the southern shore. This knighthood is always at the forefront of the Shadow in the North’s advancement, always the first to make a foothold, smoothing the way for the rest of His minions.
“Will you be a Squire to Sir Durgen? Will you start on the road to being a knight in my order?”
Just as predicted, I was squired on the Port Esben wharf by the Grandmaster of the Holy Order of the Southern Pelurian, my father.