The coming year will mark my 10-years-of-roleplaying anniversary. What better time to return to where it all started, D&D? I can remember quite clearly how it all started. I'm part of the internet generation, so my first encounter with D&D was with a .pdf demo adventure. I rounded up some classmates to play with me and coaxed one of them into DM-ing. Of course I wasn't going to be the DM myself, where's the fun in that? I played a wizard with a quarterstaff and I found a pit trap by poking the floor with it. After I had cast my first Magic Missile, I was lost.
Then the true D&D fanaticism began. We, a group of people whose friendship was based for a large part on the desire to play Magic and D&D, started buying the rulebooks, adventures,a nd boxed sets. We played every week and these games were the highlight of our week (we didn't have girlfriends). We had fights over rules, found ridiculous magic items, and used the most horrible kits from those complete handbooks you'll probably remember from AD&D 2nd edition. We also had a DM who redefined railroading:
DM: You can't enter the city it is entirely closed off (we didn't go straight to the dungeon and there was no way our DM was going to let that happen)
Players: Why, is there a plague or something?
DM: No it's just closed off.
Players: Can we climb the city walls?
DM: No.
Players: can we at least try?
DM: No.
Players: Ehm, ok..... (maybe we should find a different DM)
Eventually we did find several new DM's, one of them being myself. I started dividing my time between playing and DMing, and I also started reading a site called Eric Noah's unoffficial 3E News rather obsessively. When 3E came out we really started to come into our own. We always felt at a disadvantage when playing 2E, there were so many books and such a huge legacy associated with that, 3E was a fresh start. Looking back, some of our best games were in these early 3E days. However, for a variety of reasons, we became disenchanted with D&D. We had become rules snobs, and were too concerned with the "right" way to play that we forgot to have fun.
We also became increasingly aware that there were RPG's besides D&D. Slowly but surely D&D represented less and less of our gaming diet. If we did play D&D, we transformed it into something that was hardly recognizable as a D&D game. We'd run D&D: Steampunk!, but without spellcasters, dungeons, and dragons for that matter. "Just D&D" didn't cut it anymore. At a certain point we stopped playing D&D altogether. We bought D&D 3.5 for posterity, but never actually played it. We did criticize D&D a lot though. While we didn't play D&D anymore, we did play everything from All Flesh Must Be Eaten to Exalted. When we ended a campaign we didn't even think of playing D&D, but dismissed it outright. Now most of those games were fun, but somehow none of these campaigns were meant to last. Something was missing. We also found that life got in the way of the game, and that preparing a game became more like work and less fun. We still met up regularly, but never actually got to play anything.
A couple of weeks ago, whilst in the character creation stages of a Nobilis game that never took off, someone in our group commented "if we were doing a D&D campaign we would have been playing already". That resonated very strongly with me, and sure enough in our last "what should we play next"-meeting our group's most vocal D&D-critic said "why don't we just play D&D". And that's what we're going to do, we're going to play "just D&D". We'll be embracing the tropes and cliches of the genre and do wat got us in this hobby in the first place. We'll swing swords, cast spells, kill kobolds equipped with crossbows, delve deep into dark and dangerous dungeons, and tell amazing stories together.
I'm giddy with anticipation, it's been a long time ago that I've looked forward to running a game so much. I'm assembling maps, rolling up hitpoints, and scouring the web for useable artwork. And the game isn't until Friday! Going back to D&D feels very good, but what feels even better is that I'll be going back to D&D with three friends who have been playing with me from the very start. We are no longer friends because we play D&D together, but we play D&D together because we're friends. That's awesome.
So, what is your personal D&D history? Have you drifted away from D&D but always found yourself returning to this game we all know and love? Am I just a sentimental sap?
Then the true D&D fanaticism began. We, a group of people whose friendship was based for a large part on the desire to play Magic and D&D, started buying the rulebooks, adventures,a nd boxed sets. We played every week and these games were the highlight of our week (we didn't have girlfriends). We had fights over rules, found ridiculous magic items, and used the most horrible kits from those complete handbooks you'll probably remember from AD&D 2nd edition. We also had a DM who redefined railroading:
DM: You can't enter the city it is entirely closed off (we didn't go straight to the dungeon and there was no way our DM was going to let that happen)
Players: Why, is there a plague or something?
DM: No it's just closed off.
Players: Can we climb the city walls?
DM: No.
Players: can we at least try?
DM: No.
Players: Ehm, ok..... (maybe we should find a different DM)
Eventually we did find several new DM's, one of them being myself. I started dividing my time between playing and DMing, and I also started reading a site called Eric Noah's unoffficial 3E News rather obsessively. When 3E came out we really started to come into our own. We always felt at a disadvantage when playing 2E, there were so many books and such a huge legacy associated with that, 3E was a fresh start. Looking back, some of our best games were in these early 3E days. However, for a variety of reasons, we became disenchanted with D&D. We had become rules snobs, and were too concerned with the "right" way to play that we forgot to have fun.
We also became increasingly aware that there were RPG's besides D&D. Slowly but surely D&D represented less and less of our gaming diet. If we did play D&D, we transformed it into something that was hardly recognizable as a D&D game. We'd run D&D: Steampunk!, but without spellcasters, dungeons, and dragons for that matter. "Just D&D" didn't cut it anymore. At a certain point we stopped playing D&D altogether. We bought D&D 3.5 for posterity, but never actually played it. We did criticize D&D a lot though. While we didn't play D&D anymore, we did play everything from All Flesh Must Be Eaten to Exalted. When we ended a campaign we didn't even think of playing D&D, but dismissed it outright. Now most of those games were fun, but somehow none of these campaigns were meant to last. Something was missing. We also found that life got in the way of the game, and that preparing a game became more like work and less fun. We still met up regularly, but never actually got to play anything.
A couple of weeks ago, whilst in the character creation stages of a Nobilis game that never took off, someone in our group commented "if we were doing a D&D campaign we would have been playing already". That resonated very strongly with me, and sure enough in our last "what should we play next"-meeting our group's most vocal D&D-critic said "why don't we just play D&D". And that's what we're going to do, we're going to play "just D&D". We'll be embracing the tropes and cliches of the genre and do wat got us in this hobby in the first place. We'll swing swords, cast spells, kill kobolds equipped with crossbows, delve deep into dark and dangerous dungeons, and tell amazing stories together.
I'm giddy with anticipation, it's been a long time ago that I've looked forward to running a game so much. I'm assembling maps, rolling up hitpoints, and scouring the web for useable artwork. And the game isn't until Friday! Going back to D&D feels very good, but what feels even better is that I'll be going back to D&D with three friends who have been playing with me from the very start. We are no longer friends because we play D&D together, but we play D&D together because we're friends. That's awesome.
So, what is your personal D&D history? Have you drifted away from D&D but always found yourself returning to this game we all know and love? Am I just a sentimental sap?