The other thought coming from this was that he was already under a lot of physical and psychological pain. He hasn't meditated because every time he does, he's drawn back into the only other failure that has guilt him, from the battle. Then comes the Dragon's revenge.
So, in his mind, what's a little more pain?
(And watch Burlew switch to, oh, say, Elan to see what hijinks he's up to.)
So, in his mind, what's a little more pain?
(And watch Burlew switch to, oh, say, Elan to see what hijinks he's up to.)