Chin up
Be positive and think about the good things in your life.
The many friends and people who respect you for your contributions to the board.
Take every opportunity and enjoy being alive, and take care of yourself. Dont let it get you down, and try not to be afraid.
You were brave enough to make known your lifestyle choices, in a world were most poeple will judge you without even knowing you. And now that you are sick you have been brave enough to let the ones who care for you know it, you have the strength of all the good people that gather here to help you through whatever you may face in the future.
You have made your mark here on many souls, and how many could say that people who dont even know them would shed tears for them. I was like many floored when I read what I did, in fact the wieght of the title before I even opened the thread was immense. Just seeing that something was sad in the life of someone you feel you almost know, was enough to make me feel down. Seeing your name in so many posts, makes me feel like you are family in a way.
So even though I dont know you, I care for you.
And I wish you every happiness you can glean from this world, and want you to know that if you want to talk, scream or whatever you need to cope I am here.
My name is Kirt Gunnard
My email address is
ejja_1@yahoo.com
Write me if you want or need to.