Edward Granby, solicitor and Veteran of the Great War
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> 1. When you were a lieutenant in the trenches
> of Ypres, how many of your men died? Why do you
> think you lived?
Losses were in the range of 70%, which is frankly
hideous.
I lived because it didn't matter to me whether I did
or not. Every soldier goes through three phases.
First you think "I won't get killed" and you tell
yourself it'sbecause you are too
smart/clever/tough/good looking/lucky whatever.
After awhile, you see friends die and you then tell
yourself "I won't get killed if I just be *really*
careful"...and you start double and triple checking
things, performing lucky rituals, obsessing over
minutiae etc...
After *another while* you've seen people who you knew
were not going to die do so. You've seen the clever
die. You've seen the smart die. You've seen the Lucky
die and you've seen the good looking die and you
realize..."I am going to get killed"
And it breaks you. Either you become a basket case, or
you become an effective soldier. Once you realize that
you were dead the moment you put on the uniform,
everything else can kind of wash away.
> 2. Why did the senior partners assign you to
> work on Sir Oliver Hume’s estate?
Well, not to put too fine a point on it, but if I do
well here, rumor is I will be considered for Partner.
> 3. What was it about Hume that deeply disturbed
> you?
The notion that a man could kill his wife, or see to
her killing and just *go about his life*...how does
one live like that without being devoured by it?
> 4. Have you killed anybody since you came back
> from the war?
Lord no. And hopefully never again. I've lost count of
the men I've killed, but it's not something a person
develops a taste for.
> 5. Do you still have flashbacks?
Nightmares yes. Flashbacks no.
> 6. Do you consider yourself an ethical and
> respectable man?
I like to think so, and I like to conduct myself in an
ethical fashion...but I am well aware of how such
things can be set by the wayside in circumstances dire
enough.
> 7. Is your legal work shoddy?
No, it's adequate, thorough and unimaginative.
> 8. Do you resent men your age who didn’t enlist
> during the war?
No. The war was nonsense. Poorly fought, with
resources idiotically wasted over mere feet of land.
The whole thing was a cock up, and the only saving
grace was that the Germans were as incompetent as we
and the French.
> 9. You were going to be a doctor until the
> ‘incident.’ What happened?
I witnessed far too many injured men who wee beyond
the help of medicine. I have the very real impression
that medicine is at present entirely unequal to the
task of healing the human body and mind.
> 10. How did you react when your fiancée broke
> off your engagement during the Great War?
I was numb at the time. As far as I can recall, it
added to the numbness.
> 11. What do you take pride in?
Stoicism
> 12. Are you lonely?
On some level yes, but the war has left me with no
real ability to connect closely with other people.
> 13. What is your secret indulgence?
Opium[/sblock]