delericho
Legend
I'm trying to get my head around how I'd roleplay an evil cleric. This is more of a hypothetical as I usually DM but it's something which has niggled at me for a while.
Aside from Bane who has military/law/organisational aspects and Azmodeus who is similar (though less overt) I can see very few 'evil' deities which could be i) openly worshipped (as opposed to appeased) and ii) would have any rational, sane followers given that good/neutral deities *mechanically* offer the same benefits. But in a world where the local parish priest* can literally cure cancer this has to be taken into account
*ok probably a bishop, but still..
It's the motivations - why do these things, especially as wise/semi-intelligent beings? When good or neutral gods give you as good a powers and blessings as evil ones why worship (in a major way) evil ones?
To a certain extent, it's probably a good thing that you have a hard time understanding what might motivate a person to Evil.

However, in an attempt to actually help...
Evil, like Good, is not a monolithic thing. For each deity, and each follower of the deity, their is a unique way in which they are Evil and a unique reason why they are evil. A follower of Lolth is not a follower of Cyric, who is not a follower of Mask.
To a large extent, Evil gods probably recruit from the cast-offs of society - the outcast, the abused, and the damaged. And, frankly, they're not going to be short on potential recruits - even the benign nations of the FR setting tend to be either monarchies or have a very strong mercantile bent, and in either case this means that there is a fairly small privilidged group and a much larger group of people who aren't. When you're a peasant grinding away in some village, just like your father, and his father before him, with no prospect of things ever improving, and with the local lord taking most of what you have as his "divine right"... perhaps it's time to start listening to that other divine voice, the one that tells you that you could be lord...
Then there are those who get drawn in by the "forbidden fruit" aspect of the Evil gods. The likes of Loviatar probably get a lot of traction there, but it's quite likely that Cyric, Mask, and perhaps Shar do well, too.
Then there are several deities who really are all about appeasement - Talos, Auril, Besheba.
And then there are the racial gods - Lolth, Tiamat, Malar, etc. Surely there's no mystery about why they are followed?