Ch. 21 - The Unveiling
“Enough of this,” Ki-Adi-Mudi said “question them was we might, it is due time they face the Mirror.”
“We are aware of this necessity, Ki-Adi.” Mace replied. “You are right, of course. We have spoken enough.”
Arias couldn’t quite place it, but he thought he saw a glimpse pass between Mace and Yoda, barely noticeable unless one was paying very close attention to someone. However, Arias knew the traditions, and spent as much time examining Mace as humanly possible.
“Proceed to the Mirror Chamber, we must.” Yoda intoned, and the entire council stood. Yoda carefully lowered himself from his seat and left the chamber, with the council in tow and the two padawans in the middle of the group.
“There are three separate Trials to be undertaken, as you well know.” Oppo said to both Arias and Miera. “First you must undergo a test of your aptitude with diplomacy, which you completed before you entered the council chamber.”
“Pfft.” Miera muttered, her speech barely audible. “Child’s play. If you need to settle a dispute between primitives who still run a feudal government, it is natural to play on interdependencies which neither Lord nor Vassal truly comprehends the enormity of. Honestly, it was the easiest war I’ve ever mediated a peace for.” The Council entered the turbo lift as a whole, displaying an occupancy capacity that would not have been expected by a casual observer. Miera could not help noticing that once the lift went into motion that were traveling downward noticeably faster than usual.
“Second,” Oppo intoned, his voice slightly more forceful than before, “You must face the Mirror. Every padawan has heard of it, naturally, but few have any idea what it truly is. Anywhere from an old man who reads out your deepest, darkest secrets for all to hear to a simple glass mirror that turns black if your heart embraces the Dark Side.”
“I’d prefer the old man.” Arais said. “With the glass mirror you pass or fail. But with the old man one at least has some insight before a decision is reached.”
“Naturally.” Oppo said hurriedly. “Third, is a test of conflict. Of course you both expect to excel in such an examination, given your experience. However, you will be tested in two dimensions, skill with the force, and skill with the lightsaber. Given the methods of your training, I personally expect you will both excel in one and be found quite lacking in the other.”
Miera and Arias exchanged glances, neither agitated, but both curious and full of anticipation. The lift slowed to a halt, and the doors opened. All inside were immediately assaulted by a rush of extremely dry and stale air.
“Masters,” Miera requested, “just how far beneath the temple are we?”
“Far enough that it doesn’t bear thinking about.” Ki-Adi-Mundi replied, and stepped out from the durasteel turbo lift onto a cold stone floor. Just from the echo that emanated from his footsteps, the chamber was massive. Neither floor nor roof could be seen beyond the light of a few glowing rods held by several of the Jedi. There was only an eerie, silent blackness, giving an unnerving feeling of emptiness.
After several minutes of silent walking, with no sign of any advance other than the passing by of the ground at one’s feet, Yoda slowed and spoke “Tested first, which of you shall be?”
“I shall,” Miera replied. She and Arias had gone over this before. They would of course be tested one at a time, and she had been
luckier with the dice. Arias wasn’t as skilled as her in the force, not enough that he could detect the very slight nudge to the chance cube she had arranged. Anyway, he always insisted ‘ladies first’.
“Then continue forward you must, and wait here for your return, we will.”
“Should I leave anything behind?” Miera had heard of some Jedi who left their equipment behind during similar trials, and was unsure.
“You must proceed as you are now.” Mace said abruptly.
“For you and you alone, the mirror is. When return to us you do, know you have faced the trial, we shall.” Yoda intoned, giving his words a ritualistic air.
“Face the Mirror, and may the Force be with you.” Mace said to Miera.
Miera met Arias’ eyes for barely a second, but he saw her mind in that brief moment. Fear. Doubt. Apprehension. They had often spoken, debated, and joked of this day, but now that it had become reality, the true weight of the trials began to sink in. Miera went forward into the black and was beyond both Arias’ sight and soon from his ability to fel her through the Force. Emptiness.
Arias shuddered and quickly looked to Mace, who caught his glance and gave a slight nod. So it was to be expected then.
Emptiness. In all their years together, he had always felt Miera’s presence, a comfort he could always rely on. As much as one could rely on having air to breath or light to see by
Emptiness! From birth, through infancy, and to the present day, Miera’s presence had been as natural as…well…life itself.
Emptiness!! Try as he might, Arias could not block out the veritable hole in his being. For all the good his training was in calming him, a man devoid of the force might well have chewed the flesh from his own fingers as a distraction from the
EMPTINESS!!
“Be calm, Arias.” Mace said. Arias snapped to attention, and saw that the entire council was looking straight at him. Mace had a hand firmly on Arias’ right shoulder, and abruptly he noticed a damp sensation all that covered him from head to toe. Sweat was running all the way from his scalp to his toes. Had he really reacted so badly? With an apologetic look to the Jedi Masters, Arias pulled a scrap of cloth from his belt pouch and wiped the grime from his face.
“How long?” Arias asked breathlessly. “How long has it been?”
Emptiness…
“Nearly two hours.” Mace replied. “You were silent until an hour ago, when Oppo heard you mention something then, ‘emptiness’ I believe it was.”
“That was it, Mace.
Emptiness, as you said.” Oppo replied, sitting serenely on Mace’s right. “At first we thought you were referring to the size of the cavern, impressive as is. You kept repeating it, almost inaudibly, Arias.”
“I felt…nothing.” Arias said quietly. A practiced calm smoothly overcame him, but there was still the nagging, bone-grinding sensation that something was
missing. “When she stepped beyond my sight, I felt as if she disappeared altogether. I can’t explain it. I never noticed such a thing until now. The sensation is so strange. I might as well be missing a limb, yet still feel it as if aflame. One simply expects it to be there and pays no need, but when it is there no more…”
“When Miera went further into the cave, she passed a barrier that was created the Order many years ago near the founding of this Temple. It ensures privacy for the one undergoing the trial,” Ki-Adi-Mundi said, “but it is highly unusual for such a sensation to be felt in its presence.”
“To affect Arias so, a force bond, this may be.” Yoda spoke up.
“It does sound as such.” Oppo stated. “Connections often form through the force between those who are connected by it somehow. Nearly all cases recorded have been of teacher and student, but as the current situation is unique, perhaps we should have anticipated this. These two have always been full of surprises, it is only logical to expect more.”
“You make a good point, Oppo.” Ki-Adi-Mundi said. “Bonds
have been known to form due to an emotional and physical proximity or trauma between two Force Sensitives, be they Jedi or otherwise. It is easily conceivable that having been paired for as long as they have been know to live, perhaps even since shortly after birth, a connection could have arisen between the two of them.”
Please let them stop their reasoning there. Arais pleaded silently to nothing in particular. The Force perhaps, though not likely. Hopefully Miera’s test would ended soon, otherwise that would open up a whole other can of worms, as some primitive fisherman’s proverb said.
As if in answer to Arias’ desire, Miera stepped into view some distance away. The emptiness faded, but the memory remained. She had not a mark on her, yet she staggered as if gravely wounded. “Unharmed, she is, Arias.” Yoda said as he spotted her and his eyes went wide.
Still, Arias rushed to her side. What else could he do? He couldn’t just sit there. That would be cold, or boorish. Not to mention going against everything that was him telling him to see to her. As he neared her, however, she backed away from him as if he were a mass of writhing serpents. He stopped in his tracks, shocked at her reaction. She whispered something inaudible beneath her breath, but he heard her words in his mind as if she had screamed them into his ear at the top of her lungs.
[STAY BACK!] was the message Arias felt from her, initially. Quickly, however, it became relief as she saw the council behind him, and fell wearily against him.
“Returned from the Mirror you have, Miera Panaar.” Yoda said loudly. “Accept the truth, do you?”
Arias felt no influence in those words through the Force, but saw Miera bite her lower lip as she often did when supremely unsure of how to answer. She soon nodded, however uncertain she may have felt.
“You may rest a while before the Trial of Conflict if you wish, Miera.” Oppo said softly. “Facing the Mirror is often draining, and you should be rested for us to judge you accurately.”
“I will face the test now.” Miera said.
“Don’t be ridiculous, you look like you’ve seen a ghost.” Arias said jokingly.
“Maybe I have.” She replied, absolutely serious. “I’ll undergo the tests now, Masters.”
“But-” Arias halted his words at a glare from Miera, “…just be careful, alright?”
“You will first undergo a test of your capability with the Force.” Mace said. “Master Yoda will administer this test, and following this I will face you in single combat and evaluate your skill with a lightsaber.”
“Go to face the mirror you must, Arias.” Yoda slid off of a small boulder and moved to stand in the center of a circle formed by the rest of the Council. “Finished with the Trials, Miera shall be, when return you do.”
Miera patted his hand lightly before moving into the circle to face Yoda. “Wait,” Arias spoke suddenly. “Miera, when I go to face the mirror-”
“Do not speak of this, Arias.” Oppo said roughly. “She must be as unaware as you. Now go and face the Mirror.”
Soon, all backs were turned to Arias. Miera shot him a confused glance, but soon she was focused elsewhere. He steeled himself for what might be ahead and stepped into the darkness.
***
To Arias’ surprise, when the emptiness returned it seemed dulled. All of the worries of the modern world, of his anxiety over the trials, Tabano’s high expectations, all of his burdens simply...faded away. Surrounded by darkness, hearing nothing but his own footsteps Arias walked onward. For some time he continued, apprehensive as to what he might encounter.
After what seemed like several hours had passed, Arias began to meditate as he walked. He remained alert as ever, yet his mind gained focus exceeding by far what his physical senses could ascertain. His eyelids grew heavier, and drooped until shutting altogether.
***
The cracking of bone and the sweet, sweet scent of freshly killed game roasting over a fire raised the weariness from his bones, jerking him from a reverie as he rested his chin on the butt of the wooden spear. It had been a good hunt, with many beasts taken and none of the tribe suffering so much as a scrape.
Stifling a yawn and stretching out stiff limbs, the hunter lay the weapon aside and approached his fellows, who were sharing the spoils of the hunt with their wives and children. Many of them saw his coming, and greeted him with a smile. A small girl met him as he sat on a boulder padded by the beasts’ freshly flayed skins, and offered him the leg of their catch. He accepted it gladly, giving her a warm smile. Obviously from his own kill, as he noticed where the flesh had been rent by his own unique method of taking down a prey animal. A thrust was made directly in the center of the rear thigh clear through the flesh, then twisted to the side and drawn out. Muscle was ruined, tendons town, blood vessels opened and the nerves shocked rendering the limb completely immobile whist creating a horribly bloodied wound from which the animal rapidly bled to death. How thoughtful. Yet so many of the animals killed by the hunt bore his mark…
He was unsure what the pretty woman who took a place at his side said as he took a bite out of the flesh in his hands, as it came out a garbled mash of words he could not comprehend. When he did not reply quickly enough, she rolled her eyes upward and gestured with a finger, and the hunk of meat was jerked from his teeth. His reply to her was short and just as foreign somehow, and was followed immediately by another bite of meat which was still hanging in the air. Apparently she was appeased, as she grinned lustrously and strode into a nearby tent, her shapely hips a-swagger.
A stone-faced man sitting across the fire from him gave a large grin, which apparently ever man in the camp mirrored. He grunted, tossed the half-finished leg to the man and stood up, stretching his limbs. A chorus of hooting and cheering came from the hunters around the fire, who all had their taut right fist raised to him, a gesture which he returned to the lot of them. After which he promptly strode into the tent. Just as he opened the flaps he felt his back being pelted by many small fleshy objects and followed by much laughter. One the severed phalluses he hurled back at them struck a young woman distributing drink in the behind, creating much celebration.
Before entering the tent, he quickly checked his face in a pool of water to make sure he wouldn’t be smearing any grease or animal bits onto his new wife.
***
Arias gasped. The face reflected in the water was his own.
The experience had been interesting to say the least, though he thought he had been reliving another man’s memories. He certainly would never have thought such behavior could be his own.
What was more, Arias could swear that the woman had been Miera, and could hardly begin debating his thoughts when he blacked out again.
***
The warriors raised their shields and bloodied arms in the air, roaring to wake the dead and taunting the fleeing enemy. His bronze helm was vital protection, but damn they made everything sound distant. He was sure of one thing that was being said out of the mess of shouting, his own name.
A flick of his iron short sword sent a streak of red across the shattered bodies of the enemies strewn at his feet. Well over ten thousand of the enemy, and so few of his own men. He so detested fighting in aid of his traditional rival, but the alternative was unfortunately the loss of such a rival. Without someone to keep warring with, what could keep his men ready for war?
He picked up a fallen comrade’s spear to replace his own, shouting to the assembled soldiers the dead man’s name so they might remember that he was of the first to die amongst them. A hail of shouts responded, matched by a clattering of shields and arms.
After a good night’s rest and a hearty meal of nothing less than dried meat and wheat beer, and a bit of new wine, he was ready to lead his men into battle once again. News of a traitor reached his ears, coupled with the cowardice of the peace-lovers’ allies, meant that his forces would soon be totally surrounded, turning the topographical advantage of the pass into a death trap. Perfect.
He ordered all of the peace-lovers away from the battle, and they eagerly fell back and fled to their doomed city. News of their being surrounded was met with cheers and yelps of joy by his fellow warriors. They were hemmed in from all sides, facing a force many times their own which brought them the promise of death in glorious battle, with each man taking down enemies according to his own worth.
A perfect death… His soldiers were soon alone against the enemy, who were steadily approaching from two fronts. They were being enclosed from front and back, shields were raised to deflect the foes and spears thrust outward to snuff them out. Arrows rained down upon them, and were brought to a halt before they reached the formation. His wife’s doing, and an ability which granted her much esteem amongst the soldiers. She stood in the center of the formation behind the first line of platoons, upright and focused intently on her task. He stood at her side, encased from head to toe in lamellar and bronze, bristling with weaponry strapped wherever it could be. Five knives, three swords, and a spear were easily accessible, ready to dispatch any foe in his path. And that on top of his often bloodied shield.
Soon enough, after hours of combat, the disadvantage of a two-front battle countered any strength they could muster, and fatigue, hunger, and relentless combat proved their better. He had sent his wife off some minutes ago, her sliding down the cliff face to swim to safety from the combat and splashes of the corpses of his foes falling lifelessly into the water, his farewell. The shield wall collapsed, with too few men left alive to sustain it and endlessly besieged by the foe. In the end, the final kills were scored in single combat. Such battle brought immeasurable honor, suitable for one who lasted so long against such a foe.
Soon enough, he was the last of his men standing, bloodied in countless places and surrounded by a ring of terrified foes. Within the last few minutes, the slaughter visited upon them could be rivaled only in their most dreadful of terrible fears.
The Force, his wife had called it. Such a strange thing, and oh such an ally to have. The power he now wielded against his enemies was beyond their comprehension. His weapons had been dulled and battered into uselessness, his armor rent and crushed beyond any aid. He now wore only his own skin, yet no weapon could do more than scratch him, and he wielded neither blade nor spear, but
searing light, brought into being by no more than his own will. With a blood curdling scream he leapt at the nearest of them, his blade burning through flesh, steel and bone with the greatest of ease. Their blades and arrows could do no more irritate, yet their blows were so immeasurably numerous that he was soon wounded beyond recognition, nearly flayed yet still carving his way through the enemy ranks.
Those who tried to flee were cut down by their comrades, though truth be told the only chance for survival was to get as far away as possible. His ruined flesh dripped blood freely, and fatigue began to threaten. His leap to the enemy ended with him sprawled in a heap, surrounded by stabbing and slashing blades. He felt his body begin to fail, and with what remained of his will, the air around the faces of those soldiers who were bloodying him burst into flame, choking them with what remained of the burning hate that had seeped into his very being. He grasped the throat of the nearest man, crushing him to death, staring him straight in the eyes as the life slowly left them both and laughing madly as he went.
***
Arias abruptly fell to his knees and emptied his stomach. The man whose memories he had relived had felt every single blow that landed upon him. Every stab of the spear, strike of the arrow, slash of the blade and rending of an axe had been his to enjoy. He had tried to block out the pain, the shock, and the disgust at what he had experienced. Arias shuddered. As with the first dream, his last sight had been a reflection of his own face, though much more bearded and wounded in the bloodied shield of a foe. The other face he could not doubt was that of his wife, who undoubtedly was Miera.
The would-be Jedi would have liked nothing more than for the trials to end there, but to his dismay, all was overcome by darkness yet again.
***
He held his lightsaber at the throat of his latest challenger, the foe’s own blade sent to the ground far out of reach. The best of the Sith, they had called the fallen man. Blademaster amongst them, and he had fought so poorly that he had not gotten in a single blow before he had been rendered disarmed and helpless.
“If you would kill me, My Lord, please do so before I am dishonored by your mercy.” The defeated man spoke, and was promptly obliged. His secured his saber as the head hit the floor with a hollow
clunk, and proceeded to the sparring rooms where he had ordered the survivors of his attack to await his pleasure. Dull in skill with the blade and dull in wit as well was the order of the day amongst these fools, it seemed. The strongest always took command amongst them, according to tradition, so naturally, he took that command after slaughtering everyone in their power structure, leaving only the students alive.
As he walked he noticed several of the foolish apprentices who had tried to interfere in his conquest and been dealt with before even drawing their blades. So weak.
He found the room much as he expected it. It was a sizable room with hardwood floors, with enough space to allow for free movement in a duel with room to spare for spectators. Currently however, the walls were lined by apprentice Sith. They stank of fear and anxiety, perfect for what he had planned.
“Who can tell me what your former Blademaster’s fatal error was?” He asked the assembly upon entering. “That is, aside from deciding to challenge me, of course. What was the error of his approaching the fight?”
“He was too hesitant.” A young iridorian girl answered timidly. When he nodded for her to continue she added, “He had several opportunities to land a blow upon you, but instead fought defensively.”
“And why is that?” He asked the assembly once more.
“He was unused to fighting an opponent who used dual blades.” A twilek answered. “He could only guard or attack at any given time, while you could fend of his blade and safely make strikes of your own.”
“Remember that.” He commanded, “Now, I will be evaluating your individual skills to see how badly you are lacking after studying under such a fool. But first I want to see who the best amongst you here is. All of you attack me at once.” He drew his weapons from the small of his back, the bronze blades springing to life. The assembled students glanced apprehensively at one another, but their light sabers began igniting once he said, “You have five seconds to attack me before I start slaughtering you.”
At first only two of them rushed him, simple novices, their attacks were blocked and in the same move disarmed and thrown out of the room. They were followed by a middle-aged man who appeared to have some skill, but was promptly rendered unconscious by a knee to his groin. He too, was ejected bodily into the corridor.
One by one they all went flying. Two by two they all fell down. As for the third his hate grew stronger, and from his sight they all were thrown. “They are in a sad state, wife,” he said to the comely woman who had entered the room moments before, “but they show potential. Within a few years they should be formidable. With the code these fools follow, they should easily be able to overcome the doubts that keep the Jedi from mastering the art of combat.”
“That is good to know,” she mused, “and if these Sith should find themselves in combat with our old comrades?”
“Pfft.” He snorted. “I care not. Sooner or later they will face destruction, it matters little to me.”
“Nor to me,” she responded, “though it appears you’ve missed a student.” She pointed past his shoulder, and suddenly Arias was no longer looking out of the man’s eyes, he was looking
into them. Staring at his own face.
***
Arias welcomed that darkness following the end of that vision, crouched on the ground and gulping fresh air. Miera again, that woman’s face, and her voice, now.
snap-hisssss Arias instinctively drew his own blades and leapt away from the sound, coming to rest a good ten meters away. He rose to his feet and faced his opponent.
The creeping shadows showed only the light of two bronze blades, readied against attack exactly as his own blue blades were.
*For the inspiration for my interpretation of ‘The Mirror’, read The Shadow Rising by Robert Jordan*