The Amazing Dingo said:Otherwise, I'd say the group might not be for you if they're willing to do something like that to you. I'd also say that the DM might not be for you if he's willing to do something like that to you. In the end, I'd say to try to find a new group.
I've been gaming with this group for 5 years. They're actually good people. I think it was the DM who let this get out of hand, really. I've talked with him; said my character was (spiritually) raped and will never be the same. He said I was over reacting and I left it at that.
It's now 2 sessions later. The "charm" has been released, but *things* happened to my PC during that period that have violated him. If my PC has a memory of what the other PCs did to him, how can he possibly go on adventuring with them?
Current status: My PC is back to his "normal" senses (however, to be plausible, I've declared to the DM that he's going to travel to Kathay and become a Monk for spiritual cleasing). In the meantime, I'm caught up in an adventure with the guilty PCs still. We're going up against a lich-wizard (an enemy of all the PCs), but how can I logically adventure with these other PCs that have betrayed a fellow party member?
At the moment, I'm just going along with it. In fact, the DM tells me "the gods have said I can only succeed in the quest to destroy the lich if I adventure with my old comrades." So, not to be a bastard, I'm going all with it -- towing the line and just repressing all memory of my violation.
The Amazing Dingo said:However, if you enjoy the company and the game still (at least still somewhat enjoy it) I'd say to purposely somehow kill him and start a new character. At least that way you could perhaps metaphorically bend your DM over a little in terms of his plans.
This wouldn't work. The DM would see what I'm doing and intercept. He'd make it so that I'm *rescued* by an NPC or something. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! I can not die!!!!!!!!!
