The Hive is hurt.

[Phaezen]

*Woot new work pc, cause the old one died*

*aaargh trying to retrain a pc to do things my way*

 

[Tinker Gnome]

Like that parasite I just saw on Fringe? You're wrapped around my heart?

That is how much I luv u Snookums.

 

[Ginnel]

*Woot new work pc, cause the old one died*

*aaargh trying to retrain a pc to do things my way*

*Watches ninjathulu dangling a carrot over one side of the monitor and waving a stick on the other*

hmm interesting

 

[Ginnel]

That is how much I luv u Snookums.

Think quick!

"Ye Lord, mask of blood and flesh, all creation, flutter of wings, ye who bears the name of man, Inferno and Pandemonium, the sea barrier surges, march on the south!"

Red Flame Cannon!

 

[Tinker Gnome]

Think quick!

"Ye Lord, mask of blood and flesh, all creation, flutter of wings, ye who bears the name of man, Inferno and Pandemonium, the sea barrier surges, march on the south!"

Red Flame Cannon!

*Weaves water around himself to protect himself*

 

[Aeson]

Ok my first proper relationship was long distance, 2 and a half hours travel and it lasted about 6 months when I told her it was over...
....by email.....
....when she was out of the country....
....on another continent.

Yeah the email I got back was fun and the phone call as well.
Well we're speaking now and behaving like adults but I was young then around 20.
That relationship was physical the, apart from a drunken fling I don't remember she was my first, I've been physical enough times since then to realise it isn't the end all and be all and without a relationship to go with it while fun, its pretty much pointless.

This current one has gotten physical, although mediocre might explain my performance for our first encounter, I'm a trier and have no qualms in trying again practice makes perfect I've found

I think you might be right Aeson that its nerves or more likely fear, I've found something I've never had before a woman I like in close proximity to me and my only similar experience of this is that I tell her its over and she gets hurt...a lot.

To be honest my post at the top of this page has helped alot and the horrible empty feeling in my stomach is disapating So we'll see how this goes

It's hard for us to say your heart isn't in it. We're not you. This sounds like your first real grownup relationship and you're having a hard time dealing with it.

Taking time seems like the best idea. Don't do something hasty. give it more time to see how things go. How long have you been together? Less than 6 months right?

That is how much I luv u Snookums.

Slowly killing me?

Some times I wish you were a woman. lol

 

[Tinker Gnome]

Some times I wish you were a woman. lol

 

[Phaezen]

*Watches ninjathulu dangling a carrot over one side of the monitor and waving a stick on the other*

hmm interesting

I have a bucket load of autotexts, macros and templates which I use to keep my admin work to a minimum. These dies with my old pc . Trying to redo 5 years of collected stuff is annnoying

 

[Ginnel]

How long have you been together? Less than 6 months right?

Barely a month

I make myself smile sometimes

 

[Aeson]

I just got off the phone confirming my pseudo-lunch date with my roommate. She's told me these aren't dates. When I said hello she said it was funny because she just called her voice mail to see if I had called. Odd timing.lol