Silver Moon
Adventurer
Chapter 197, “Learning New Things“, Tuesday, March 28th, 1882, 7:30 AM
Ruby wakes and a smile comes to her face when she sees Jake sleepily staring at her. “Morning baby, do you still love me today?” Ruby asks softly, her first words of the day husky. “Of course,” Jake replies, kissing her forehead before letting his eyes fall shut again. Ruby lays content in his arms for a while but finally she decides to get up.
She prepares for the day quietly so she doesn’t wake Jake. She puts on a light white top and skirt, not sure what she should wear for her lessons. She messily pulls half her hair back as usual before placing the olive leaf pendant back on. She doesn’t waste thoughts on the days events which come back to her when she puts the necklace on. She leaves a note for Jake, then kisses her sleeping companion before heading downstairs.
Grabbing some breakfast on the way out, Ruby casually meanders her way to the former Trail Dust Saloon while eating a muffin. She notices as she walks that the air still feels heavy and it seems everywhere she goes people’s emotions are exaggerated, passionate discussions and arguments being heard everywhere.
She knocks on the door and Kevin is waiting for her. “Morning Miss West, how are you today?” She gives him a bright smile, “Very well, thank you. And you may call me Ruby.” He replies, “And you can call me Kevin then, it’s only fair.” “Agreed,” Ruby responds. “So, where do we practice?” “We need somewhere with space, I was thinking that we could ride out of town. Might feel good to get away.” Ruby agrees and Kevin gathers up the equipment while she wanders around the old saloon. “Where is the Judge?” she asks curiously. “Breakfast,” he answers.
The head to the El Parador where they take Ruby and Jake’s horses out. They find an area not too far out of town and Kevin unpacks the gear. “I wasn’t sure what to wear,” Ruby laughs, “Hope this is ok.” “Should be fine, you won’t have any restrictions with that outfit,” he laughs with a raised eyebrow. Ruby has a brief moment of embarrassment but it quickly passes when Kevin hands her a rapier. Ruby looks at it quizzically, “This is a REAL sword, not a fencing thingies..” He laughs, “You mean a foil? No it’s not. It’s easier, although maybe not as safe, to learn with the real thing. Besides, I have a feeling you know how to handle dangerous situations, and perhaps what you really want to learn is this,” he says swinging the rapier through the air with a swoosh, “And not how to fence.”
Kevin begins by giving Ruby a brief history of the ‘Art of Defense’ but he can see she grows bored quickly. He then launches into teaching her how to hold the rapier, the tactics of advancing and retreating, and the position of on guard and how to properly lunge. He takes particular care to make sure her feet are positioned properly which makes Ruby laugh. "If I really get into a swordfight I'm going to be worried about getting stabbed, not my feet!" Kevin proceeds to explain the importance of positioning again.
Ruby picks the sport up quickly but Kevin is still in no danger as it is obvious he is extremely good, easily blocking and dodging out of the way. They spar until sweat forms on them and Ruby finally tires. They chat for a while while having some beverages before deciding to head back to town. They return the horses to the stables and Ruby thanks Kevin for the lesson. “You still have much to learn Miss West, so I expect to see you again soon for more lessons.” Ruby squeezes his arm, “I will see you tomorrow then. Thank you!” With that she bounces off, back to the Lucky Lady.
Ruby finds Jake, who is impatiently waiting for her return. "Got your note, how was your lesson?" Jake asks. "Let's just say you shouldn't piss me off when I have a sword in my hand," Ruby giggles. "It was fine. I need more lessons and Kevin is willing to give them so I think I'll be seeing him tomorrow." Jake nods. "I thought we could do some shooting practice and I had Maria make us some lunch to bring with us. You feel up to it or are you too worn out from your lesson?" Ruby smiles and moves her hair from one shoulder to the other with a flip of her head, "I'm never too worn out to spend time with you. Let's go."
They ride out to their normal spot where they spend a few hours practicing, chatting lightly, eating then being lazy in the sun. Jake notes that Ruby's skin is starting to brown rather than burn, which seems odd given her fair complexion. They ride back to town slowly, both seemingly slightly more relaxed than they have been of late. Ruby spends the afternoon practicing new songs and dancing and chatting with Hoover about ideas for the festival.
She also spends some time making signs to hang around town. The signs read: "Come be a part of the festival! All types of entertainers needed and welcome. Please see Ruby West at the Lucky Lady Thursday afternoon between the hours of 1-4pm." When she is finished making them Harry offers to hang them around town. Jake spends the afternoon lazily watching Ruby.
Kate was very quiet the next morning, going about her business and hoping to keep from being noticed. Dorita served her another large breakfast which she ate without complaint before going upstairs to spend a few hours with her mentor. Ginnie was quiet as well, but she was absorbed in the books with more fervor than before, if that was possible.
Afterward Kate spent the morning finalizing her plans for the children's activates at the festival. A visit with Mr. Winston at the land office confirmed that she could set up anywhere on the land just behind the last plots in town. She decided on the area they usually rode through to get the ranch, since she was familiar with it. She dropped a copy of her plans off at Miss Florencia's boarding house, then went over to the newspaper office.
"Good morning, Mr. Chumbley. I thought you might be interested in this for your paper, although you may want to wait to run it until you have all the events." The halfling looked it over quickly. "Thank you, Mrs. Kale!" he said with only a bit less than his usual excitement. "I've been worried about getting a schedule out before the festival. We want to make sure everyone knows what's happening, and I'll probably be able to get a twelve pager covering everything beside the papers I'll print for sale during! It's so exciting, isn't it?"
"Yes, of course. I'll see you at the next Merchant's Association meeting. I'm sure you'll be covering it, and I must begin to pay my dues. I'd like to have some influence if the town incorporates. You understand." "Yes, indeed I do, Mrs. Kale." "In fact, I wonder if you might have some back issues of your Tombstone papers with stories about the meetings? I would be interested in seeing some of what they've done in the past." "I might have a few, I can look them up for you if you want to stop by again in a few days." "Thank you. I'll see you again soon, I'm sure," Kate said quickly before Chumbley could go on. "I must go. Thank you."
When Kate returned to the El Parador, Dorita sat her down with a generous lunch and said, "You eat that, then you come to kitchen. Your house almost ready, I can't make sure you eat always. You asked to learn to cook, so you come learn." Kate smiled despite herself. Making messes in the kitchen would be better than trying not to think, and Dorita was a delight. She managed to get most of the food down, then followed orders.
The first thing Dorita did when she entered the kitchen was to tie a large apron around her. "You will make mess. Apprentices always do. Now we cook." Over the next two hours Kate learned some of the very basics of breakfast. Hard-boiling eggs, frying bacon, and toasting bread without burning it. Once it was clear Kate had the aptitude for cooking if not the experience, they moved on to scrambled eggs and omelets with cheese and vegetables.
"I wish I could stay here tonight instead of going to the Lady," Kate said after a while. "Why you say that? You play piano there, always make you happy to play." "Usually it would, but.... well, Ruby and I had a disagreement and I'd rather not worry about it today. But I suppose I must go."
Dorita watched her with a sharp eye all through the lesson. After it was over the elven woman said, "Now, you go up to your room and rest. You need plenty of rest."
"I'm really not tired, Dorita." Kate lifted her hand with the ring on it. "This helps keep me from getting tired and sick." "Hmph. Grandfather not woman. He think that ring fix everything, but you still have to take care of yourself. And sometimes head need rest too. I check on you in a little while and you better be resting." "Yes Dorita," Kate said and kissed the woman on the cheek before she went up to her room to take Dorita's 'advice.'
A few minutes after Kate retired to her room Dorita strode into the Lucky Lady and right up to Ruby where she was sitting with Jake sharing a whiskey. "You come to El Parador now," she said bluntly. "Kate sad today and needs her friend. She say you disagree, but I know when it more than disagreement. When she no want to come here, it more than disagreement. We go now and fix."
"Dorita, I'm not sure that's a good idea right..." Ruby hasn't finished her statement when Dorita grabs her by the arm and starts pulling her out of her chair, "Hey..." she protests but Dorita insists, "You two foolish, like children. You two fix. I no see sad faces around here. Kate sad face, you sad face, everyone sad face," she said pulling her towards the door, "You fix NOW."
Ruby looks over her shoulder desperately at Jake who just shrugs and chuckles as Dorita pulls her away. Dorita continues to drag Ruby through the streets and to the El Parador, up the stairs and right to Kate's room. She doesn't knock she just opens the door and pushes Ruby in. She sticks her head in. "You two fix, you no come out until you fix." The door slams behind Ruby hitting her in the butt as it does. She turns to the door and tries the knob but it is locked. Ruby shakes her head and the corners of her lips rise. Dorita is just like the mother I never had. Not sure if that is a good thing or not.
Ruby rubs her butt as she walks slowly into the room and sits on the edge of the bed. She glances at Kate, who has a look of shock on her face at the intrusion. "I think we are stuck in here for a while." Kate shuffled herself on the bed until she was sitting up against the headboard. She had been half-asleep when Dorita pushed Ruby through the door. She blinked a few times and said, "I suppose we are." Silence stretched between them as Kate tried to figure out what to say.
Ruby continues to sit, looking around the cramped room. It had been a while since she was here and it looked different with the addition of Ginnie's belongings. Finally Ruby stands and walks to the window. She looks down to the street. I could climb out, she thinks, but it might look funny being daylight... No, she knew she was stuck. Dorita would only come and get her anyway. The uncomfortable silence continues to hang in the air until Ruby speaks, still looking out the window.
"Where's Ginnie?"
"In Mr. Gonzales' room. She's been quiet since we came back from Greece to talk to the High Priest. Something's on her mind but she doesn't seem ready to talk yet." The silence stretched again until Kate could barely stand it. "I know you don't want to talk about it, but no one explained very well about the influence in town yesterday. Maybe because we don't truly understand it ourselves. But one thing I know is you are different. Aphrodite asked you to make a choice. You made it, and you've found happiness in it. We could all do with accepting more love in our life. I think you are not touched, or at least touched lightly by the influence because you have voluntarily given yourself to the goddess. There is no need.
I don't believe there is any malice intended by Aphrodite's priestess. She is zealous in a good cause, but it cannot be right to unknowingly and unwillingly move people away from the gods they revere and toward another. I felt two things out at the ranch with Jake yesterday. You already know what one was. The other, buried underneath it was absolute terror. Just yesterday morning I found out what could be happening, and I will not be controlled by servants of the gods, not again! Not ever again," she added quietly.
“Greece? When did you go to Greece?” Ruby looks back over her shoulder at Kate. “Look, I don’t see the point in saying things over and over. You’re right, I AM different. But I don’t feel any different like everyone else keeps saying they feel. It seems like everyone around me is going crazy. Minerva telling me I’m repulsive, Minerva and Nanuet falling for each other so quickly, you and… what happened. I just don’t know how you and Jake could do that to me, Kate. You really hurt me because I trust you. I never trust anyone for this exact reason. And even if I want to trust both of you, how can I?”
Ruby flops back in the chair near the window and pulls her feet up underneath herself. Then she stares right at Kate, “It’s not like you, I realize that.” Ruby is quiet for a long moment. “But where is the proof of this priestess interfering with other people’s gods? Everyone places blame on her, but what is she doing? How does everyone know it’s her?
"We don't," Kate said simply. "We have only what we have seen and heard. The Priestess is a theory, but it is our only lead. It could be wrong, but we won't know unless we try to find out. And if we don't try and it is right.... it could be too late. This is what I have seen. In Mr. Gonzales rooms and in Mother Jimenez’s house, I felt very different, as if my head had been stuffed with wool until I walked in. All these turbulent emotions I'd been having calmed. They were still there, but they no longer interfered with my ability to think.
I have seen that while I was wearing the pendant, Conrad has bouts of jealousy so bad I was afraid of him. I did not have it yesterday, and he was himself. I had to trick Sonoma into leaving the ranch. She tried to run away from Mother Jimenez’s house, and the woman is her mentor. Even being in town seemed almost painful to her. That stopped once she got to Mr. Gonzalez's rooms, and she now has a bracelet from the Priest of Zeus that will stop any gods unwanted influence, and she has been herself since.
We don't know that it's the work of Aphrodite's priestess. But heightened emotions, increased feelings of desire, jealously, these are all Aphrodite's area of influence. It is the logical place to start looking. As for the incident with Jake... I may not be very experienced but I spent plenty of time flirting with men. One thing I know, telling them it's strange and wrong to be attracted to them is not a way to attract them. Neither is immediately trying to figure out what in the world could be so drastically wrong to make you want him when you never would have considered it before. Nanuet said Jake was wearing your pendant. I think when worn by you it works as it should. Perhaps on someone it wasn't made for, it goes a little crazy. I don't know."
Ruby fingers the pendant around her neck as Kate speaks. She is quiet, thinking over all Kate has told her. "I haven't felt any of that. I haven't seen any of that, except for Minerva, but how well do we really know her anyway? She should be the expert on all this god stuff. She's the one who led the ceremony that gave us these pendants. She says it was her wearing her pendant that made her go nuts."
"But I'll tell you, I'm not about to go pissing off a goddess, especially one that has given me what I want after all this time. You don't understand, I've had no family, I've been so lonely, always alone, my whole life. That is all different now. Jake loves me and I love him. I have friends, people who care about me..." her voice trails off and she shakes her head, looking out the window again. "And I'll do what I have to, to make sure it doesn't change."
Ruby sighs, "And no matter what the reason is, it still hurts me to hear you say you... hear you say what you are saying about Jake. And you're wrong about what you just said to me, some men are very attracted to a woman saying it's wrong to want them. So all the rest of you think this is true. What are you... we... supposed to do about it then?"
Kate answers, "No one's saying you should stop honoring Aphrodite. Ruby, I would honor her just for making you so happy, and I have.... doubts... about gods. And I'm not asking you not to feel hurt, you should feel what you feel. I only ask that you remember that I do love you, and I wouldn't never try to hurt you that way. I would leave Promise City first. And I wouldn't want a man who thought it was attractive that I was disturbed by my feelings," Kate finished with a shudder.
"To be honest, I don't know what we should, or what we can do about it. But I do think we must be aware. The priests of the other gods, except for the Norse priest, have all been returned to their right minds. Hopefully they will tend their congregations again. It should help." Ruby kept quiet about her involvement with the priestess. She wasn't sure who she could trust with it, she wasn't even sure she could trust Jake at this point. Ruby starts tugging at her hair, "You said earlier something about being controlled by the servants of the gods... what does that mean?"
Kate closed her eyes for a moment and took a deep breath. "I... It was a long time ago." Kate was quiet again for a minute. "When I was a little girl my father went to the war. My mother is French, and she attended church only because it made my father happy. After he left she kept taking us, but more and more she was uncomfortable and after a few months she stopped.
Then the priests started visiting. Maman would cry after they left, and we all came to hate them. They would talk to Henry and I and tell us that our mother was a wicked woman, how we were abominations in the eyes of the gods, how Papa would be punished for marrying a wizard woman. Maman doesn't know the first thing about magic, but being French was enough to condemn her in their eyes. It just kept getting worse. I doubt they would have cared if Papa had not been influential, but we were a known family and I think they were very concerned we 'set a good example.'
One day they walked into the nursery where Henry and I were playing. This horrible woman had my baby brother in her arms and Maman was in the door, screaming at them. Henry got in front of me in the corner, trying to keep them away. One of them pushed him and grabbed me... They would have taken us away." Kate stopped and swallowed as her voice went hoarse. "We had already lost our Papa, barely old enough to understand he might not come home, and then they wanted to take our Mother away from us too."
She blinked and tears fell from her eyes. "Matthias, our butler, and a friend of the family came in then, both armed. They threatened the priests, I really think they would have shot them if they had tried to take us out of the house. I don't remember much after that. Just clinging to Henry and to Maman, and crying. Screaming nightmares for weeks. They tried to control us, not with magic, but nonetheless they tried to make us do their will. And I won't let anyone do that to me again, Ruby." She choked back a sob. "I just can't."
Ruby comes over and sits next to Kate on the bed, letting her friend rest her head on her shoulder. "Don't worry Kate, we won't let anyone control us, not clerics or wizards or mentors or friends or lovers. We are not meant to be used like that," she says, stroking Kate's long brown hair.
Ruby sits quietly and lets Kate cry it out. Now she knew why Kate had hated the gods and it was certainly a good reason. She must have been struggling with this all day yesterday... thinks Ruby.
"I don't know what to do either. It's hard for me because I don't feel it like the rest of you do. Maybe she is forgetting about me again," Ruby tries to act lighthearted but Kate senses it isn't a joke. "I'll keep my eyes open when I can."
Kate pulled back a bit so she could look in Ruby's eyes. "Exactly the opposite, Ruby. She has not forgotten you, how could she?" She stopped to push a bit of hair out of Ruby's face. "That you don't feel it is a mark of how special you are, how confident she if of you. You don't need a nudge to do her work, you do it as naturally as you breathe. Keep our eyes open is all any of us can really do. I'll do the same."
She took a handkerchief off the bedside table and wiped her eyes. "There's something else I'd like to tell you, of a personal nature, but you must not tell Jake. If you don't want to keep secrets from him I'll keep it to myself. But don't worry, it's not about Jake, I just don't want him to know just now. Not Nanuet or Chester either. It's rather a woman thing."
Ruby looks away from Kate, and she starts tugging on her hair again before looking down at the ring on her finger. "I want to be here for you Kate, I really do, but I just can't lie to Jake, I can't. We can't have any secrets between us. I don't have to tell him whatever you tell me but if he asks me..." Ruby's voice trails off and she turns her gaze back to Kate. "What could it be that you don't want Jake to know, anyway? If it's woman stuff he probably won't want to know."
Kate states, “'Ruby, if Jake manages to ask you about this, he deserves to know," Kate laughed. "Now especially you probably think it was very strange for me to be wanting to honor a god at all, but for whatever reasons Diana looked kindly on me. I got to say goodbye to Tom, something I needed very much. But there was something more.
Diana is the goddess of the moon, the hunt," Kate paused, flushing a bit. "And fertility. Thanks to her, come December I'll be giving birth to Tom's son." Ruby sat in stunned silence. A million thoughts ran through her head and tried to escape her lips but she kept all the thoughts inside, trying to straighten them out. Finally she said, "That's horrible news, Kate. I'm so sorry."
Ruby wakes and a smile comes to her face when she sees Jake sleepily staring at her. “Morning baby, do you still love me today?” Ruby asks softly, her first words of the day husky. “Of course,” Jake replies, kissing her forehead before letting his eyes fall shut again. Ruby lays content in his arms for a while but finally she decides to get up.
She prepares for the day quietly so she doesn’t wake Jake. She puts on a light white top and skirt, not sure what she should wear for her lessons. She messily pulls half her hair back as usual before placing the olive leaf pendant back on. She doesn’t waste thoughts on the days events which come back to her when she puts the necklace on. She leaves a note for Jake, then kisses her sleeping companion before heading downstairs.
Grabbing some breakfast on the way out, Ruby casually meanders her way to the former Trail Dust Saloon while eating a muffin. She notices as she walks that the air still feels heavy and it seems everywhere she goes people’s emotions are exaggerated, passionate discussions and arguments being heard everywhere.
She knocks on the door and Kevin is waiting for her. “Morning Miss West, how are you today?” She gives him a bright smile, “Very well, thank you. And you may call me Ruby.” He replies, “And you can call me Kevin then, it’s only fair.” “Agreed,” Ruby responds. “So, where do we practice?” “We need somewhere with space, I was thinking that we could ride out of town. Might feel good to get away.” Ruby agrees and Kevin gathers up the equipment while she wanders around the old saloon. “Where is the Judge?” she asks curiously. “Breakfast,” he answers.
The head to the El Parador where they take Ruby and Jake’s horses out. They find an area not too far out of town and Kevin unpacks the gear. “I wasn’t sure what to wear,” Ruby laughs, “Hope this is ok.” “Should be fine, you won’t have any restrictions with that outfit,” he laughs with a raised eyebrow. Ruby has a brief moment of embarrassment but it quickly passes when Kevin hands her a rapier. Ruby looks at it quizzically, “This is a REAL sword, not a fencing thingies..” He laughs, “You mean a foil? No it’s not. It’s easier, although maybe not as safe, to learn with the real thing. Besides, I have a feeling you know how to handle dangerous situations, and perhaps what you really want to learn is this,” he says swinging the rapier through the air with a swoosh, “And not how to fence.”
Kevin begins by giving Ruby a brief history of the ‘Art of Defense’ but he can see she grows bored quickly. He then launches into teaching her how to hold the rapier, the tactics of advancing and retreating, and the position of on guard and how to properly lunge. He takes particular care to make sure her feet are positioned properly which makes Ruby laugh. "If I really get into a swordfight I'm going to be worried about getting stabbed, not my feet!" Kevin proceeds to explain the importance of positioning again.
Ruby picks the sport up quickly but Kevin is still in no danger as it is obvious he is extremely good, easily blocking and dodging out of the way. They spar until sweat forms on them and Ruby finally tires. They chat for a while while having some beverages before deciding to head back to town. They return the horses to the stables and Ruby thanks Kevin for the lesson. “You still have much to learn Miss West, so I expect to see you again soon for more lessons.” Ruby squeezes his arm, “I will see you tomorrow then. Thank you!” With that she bounces off, back to the Lucky Lady.
Ruby finds Jake, who is impatiently waiting for her return. "Got your note, how was your lesson?" Jake asks. "Let's just say you shouldn't piss me off when I have a sword in my hand," Ruby giggles. "It was fine. I need more lessons and Kevin is willing to give them so I think I'll be seeing him tomorrow." Jake nods. "I thought we could do some shooting practice and I had Maria make us some lunch to bring with us. You feel up to it or are you too worn out from your lesson?" Ruby smiles and moves her hair from one shoulder to the other with a flip of her head, "I'm never too worn out to spend time with you. Let's go."
They ride out to their normal spot where they spend a few hours practicing, chatting lightly, eating then being lazy in the sun. Jake notes that Ruby's skin is starting to brown rather than burn, which seems odd given her fair complexion. They ride back to town slowly, both seemingly slightly more relaxed than they have been of late. Ruby spends the afternoon practicing new songs and dancing and chatting with Hoover about ideas for the festival.
She also spends some time making signs to hang around town. The signs read: "Come be a part of the festival! All types of entertainers needed and welcome. Please see Ruby West at the Lucky Lady Thursday afternoon between the hours of 1-4pm." When she is finished making them Harry offers to hang them around town. Jake spends the afternoon lazily watching Ruby.
Kate was very quiet the next morning, going about her business and hoping to keep from being noticed. Dorita served her another large breakfast which she ate without complaint before going upstairs to spend a few hours with her mentor. Ginnie was quiet as well, but she was absorbed in the books with more fervor than before, if that was possible.
Afterward Kate spent the morning finalizing her plans for the children's activates at the festival. A visit with Mr. Winston at the land office confirmed that she could set up anywhere on the land just behind the last plots in town. She decided on the area they usually rode through to get the ranch, since she was familiar with it. She dropped a copy of her plans off at Miss Florencia's boarding house, then went over to the newspaper office.
"Good morning, Mr. Chumbley. I thought you might be interested in this for your paper, although you may want to wait to run it until you have all the events." The halfling looked it over quickly. "Thank you, Mrs. Kale!" he said with only a bit less than his usual excitement. "I've been worried about getting a schedule out before the festival. We want to make sure everyone knows what's happening, and I'll probably be able to get a twelve pager covering everything beside the papers I'll print for sale during! It's so exciting, isn't it?"
"Yes, of course. I'll see you at the next Merchant's Association meeting. I'm sure you'll be covering it, and I must begin to pay my dues. I'd like to have some influence if the town incorporates. You understand." "Yes, indeed I do, Mrs. Kale." "In fact, I wonder if you might have some back issues of your Tombstone papers with stories about the meetings? I would be interested in seeing some of what they've done in the past." "I might have a few, I can look them up for you if you want to stop by again in a few days." "Thank you. I'll see you again soon, I'm sure," Kate said quickly before Chumbley could go on. "I must go. Thank you."
When Kate returned to the El Parador, Dorita sat her down with a generous lunch and said, "You eat that, then you come to kitchen. Your house almost ready, I can't make sure you eat always. You asked to learn to cook, so you come learn." Kate smiled despite herself. Making messes in the kitchen would be better than trying not to think, and Dorita was a delight. She managed to get most of the food down, then followed orders.
The first thing Dorita did when she entered the kitchen was to tie a large apron around her. "You will make mess. Apprentices always do. Now we cook." Over the next two hours Kate learned some of the very basics of breakfast. Hard-boiling eggs, frying bacon, and toasting bread without burning it. Once it was clear Kate had the aptitude for cooking if not the experience, they moved on to scrambled eggs and omelets with cheese and vegetables.
"I wish I could stay here tonight instead of going to the Lady," Kate said after a while. "Why you say that? You play piano there, always make you happy to play." "Usually it would, but.... well, Ruby and I had a disagreement and I'd rather not worry about it today. But I suppose I must go."
Dorita watched her with a sharp eye all through the lesson. After it was over the elven woman said, "Now, you go up to your room and rest. You need plenty of rest."
"I'm really not tired, Dorita." Kate lifted her hand with the ring on it. "This helps keep me from getting tired and sick." "Hmph. Grandfather not woman. He think that ring fix everything, but you still have to take care of yourself. And sometimes head need rest too. I check on you in a little while and you better be resting." "Yes Dorita," Kate said and kissed the woman on the cheek before she went up to her room to take Dorita's 'advice.'
A few minutes after Kate retired to her room Dorita strode into the Lucky Lady and right up to Ruby where she was sitting with Jake sharing a whiskey. "You come to El Parador now," she said bluntly. "Kate sad today and needs her friend. She say you disagree, but I know when it more than disagreement. When she no want to come here, it more than disagreement. We go now and fix."
"Dorita, I'm not sure that's a good idea right..." Ruby hasn't finished her statement when Dorita grabs her by the arm and starts pulling her out of her chair, "Hey..." she protests but Dorita insists, "You two foolish, like children. You two fix. I no see sad faces around here. Kate sad face, you sad face, everyone sad face," she said pulling her towards the door, "You fix NOW."
Ruby looks over her shoulder desperately at Jake who just shrugs and chuckles as Dorita pulls her away. Dorita continues to drag Ruby through the streets and to the El Parador, up the stairs and right to Kate's room. She doesn't knock she just opens the door and pushes Ruby in. She sticks her head in. "You two fix, you no come out until you fix." The door slams behind Ruby hitting her in the butt as it does. She turns to the door and tries the knob but it is locked. Ruby shakes her head and the corners of her lips rise. Dorita is just like the mother I never had. Not sure if that is a good thing or not.
Ruby rubs her butt as she walks slowly into the room and sits on the edge of the bed. She glances at Kate, who has a look of shock on her face at the intrusion. "I think we are stuck in here for a while." Kate shuffled herself on the bed until she was sitting up against the headboard. She had been half-asleep when Dorita pushed Ruby through the door. She blinked a few times and said, "I suppose we are." Silence stretched between them as Kate tried to figure out what to say.
Ruby continues to sit, looking around the cramped room. It had been a while since she was here and it looked different with the addition of Ginnie's belongings. Finally Ruby stands and walks to the window. She looks down to the street. I could climb out, she thinks, but it might look funny being daylight... No, she knew she was stuck. Dorita would only come and get her anyway. The uncomfortable silence continues to hang in the air until Ruby speaks, still looking out the window.
"Where's Ginnie?"
"In Mr. Gonzales' room. She's been quiet since we came back from Greece to talk to the High Priest. Something's on her mind but she doesn't seem ready to talk yet." The silence stretched again until Kate could barely stand it. "I know you don't want to talk about it, but no one explained very well about the influence in town yesterday. Maybe because we don't truly understand it ourselves. But one thing I know is you are different. Aphrodite asked you to make a choice. You made it, and you've found happiness in it. We could all do with accepting more love in our life. I think you are not touched, or at least touched lightly by the influence because you have voluntarily given yourself to the goddess. There is no need.
I don't believe there is any malice intended by Aphrodite's priestess. She is zealous in a good cause, but it cannot be right to unknowingly and unwillingly move people away from the gods they revere and toward another. I felt two things out at the ranch with Jake yesterday. You already know what one was. The other, buried underneath it was absolute terror. Just yesterday morning I found out what could be happening, and I will not be controlled by servants of the gods, not again! Not ever again," she added quietly.
“Greece? When did you go to Greece?” Ruby looks back over her shoulder at Kate. “Look, I don’t see the point in saying things over and over. You’re right, I AM different. But I don’t feel any different like everyone else keeps saying they feel. It seems like everyone around me is going crazy. Minerva telling me I’m repulsive, Minerva and Nanuet falling for each other so quickly, you and… what happened. I just don’t know how you and Jake could do that to me, Kate. You really hurt me because I trust you. I never trust anyone for this exact reason. And even if I want to trust both of you, how can I?”
Ruby flops back in the chair near the window and pulls her feet up underneath herself. Then she stares right at Kate, “It’s not like you, I realize that.” Ruby is quiet for a long moment. “But where is the proof of this priestess interfering with other people’s gods? Everyone places blame on her, but what is she doing? How does everyone know it’s her?
"We don't," Kate said simply. "We have only what we have seen and heard. The Priestess is a theory, but it is our only lead. It could be wrong, but we won't know unless we try to find out. And if we don't try and it is right.... it could be too late. This is what I have seen. In Mr. Gonzales rooms and in Mother Jimenez’s house, I felt very different, as if my head had been stuffed with wool until I walked in. All these turbulent emotions I'd been having calmed. They were still there, but they no longer interfered with my ability to think.
I have seen that while I was wearing the pendant, Conrad has bouts of jealousy so bad I was afraid of him. I did not have it yesterday, and he was himself. I had to trick Sonoma into leaving the ranch. She tried to run away from Mother Jimenez’s house, and the woman is her mentor. Even being in town seemed almost painful to her. That stopped once she got to Mr. Gonzalez's rooms, and she now has a bracelet from the Priest of Zeus that will stop any gods unwanted influence, and she has been herself since.
We don't know that it's the work of Aphrodite's priestess. But heightened emotions, increased feelings of desire, jealously, these are all Aphrodite's area of influence. It is the logical place to start looking. As for the incident with Jake... I may not be very experienced but I spent plenty of time flirting with men. One thing I know, telling them it's strange and wrong to be attracted to them is not a way to attract them. Neither is immediately trying to figure out what in the world could be so drastically wrong to make you want him when you never would have considered it before. Nanuet said Jake was wearing your pendant. I think when worn by you it works as it should. Perhaps on someone it wasn't made for, it goes a little crazy. I don't know."
Ruby fingers the pendant around her neck as Kate speaks. She is quiet, thinking over all Kate has told her. "I haven't felt any of that. I haven't seen any of that, except for Minerva, but how well do we really know her anyway? She should be the expert on all this god stuff. She's the one who led the ceremony that gave us these pendants. She says it was her wearing her pendant that made her go nuts."
"But I'll tell you, I'm not about to go pissing off a goddess, especially one that has given me what I want after all this time. You don't understand, I've had no family, I've been so lonely, always alone, my whole life. That is all different now. Jake loves me and I love him. I have friends, people who care about me..." her voice trails off and she shakes her head, looking out the window again. "And I'll do what I have to, to make sure it doesn't change."
Ruby sighs, "And no matter what the reason is, it still hurts me to hear you say you... hear you say what you are saying about Jake. And you're wrong about what you just said to me, some men are very attracted to a woman saying it's wrong to want them. So all the rest of you think this is true. What are you... we... supposed to do about it then?"
Kate answers, "No one's saying you should stop honoring Aphrodite. Ruby, I would honor her just for making you so happy, and I have.... doubts... about gods. And I'm not asking you not to feel hurt, you should feel what you feel. I only ask that you remember that I do love you, and I wouldn't never try to hurt you that way. I would leave Promise City first. And I wouldn't want a man who thought it was attractive that I was disturbed by my feelings," Kate finished with a shudder.
"To be honest, I don't know what we should, or what we can do about it. But I do think we must be aware. The priests of the other gods, except for the Norse priest, have all been returned to their right minds. Hopefully they will tend their congregations again. It should help." Ruby kept quiet about her involvement with the priestess. She wasn't sure who she could trust with it, she wasn't even sure she could trust Jake at this point. Ruby starts tugging at her hair, "You said earlier something about being controlled by the servants of the gods... what does that mean?"
Kate closed her eyes for a moment and took a deep breath. "I... It was a long time ago." Kate was quiet again for a minute. "When I was a little girl my father went to the war. My mother is French, and she attended church only because it made my father happy. After he left she kept taking us, but more and more she was uncomfortable and after a few months she stopped.
Then the priests started visiting. Maman would cry after they left, and we all came to hate them. They would talk to Henry and I and tell us that our mother was a wicked woman, how we were abominations in the eyes of the gods, how Papa would be punished for marrying a wizard woman. Maman doesn't know the first thing about magic, but being French was enough to condemn her in their eyes. It just kept getting worse. I doubt they would have cared if Papa had not been influential, but we were a known family and I think they were very concerned we 'set a good example.'
One day they walked into the nursery where Henry and I were playing. This horrible woman had my baby brother in her arms and Maman was in the door, screaming at them. Henry got in front of me in the corner, trying to keep them away. One of them pushed him and grabbed me... They would have taken us away." Kate stopped and swallowed as her voice went hoarse. "We had already lost our Papa, barely old enough to understand he might not come home, and then they wanted to take our Mother away from us too."
She blinked and tears fell from her eyes. "Matthias, our butler, and a friend of the family came in then, both armed. They threatened the priests, I really think they would have shot them if they had tried to take us out of the house. I don't remember much after that. Just clinging to Henry and to Maman, and crying. Screaming nightmares for weeks. They tried to control us, not with magic, but nonetheless they tried to make us do their will. And I won't let anyone do that to me again, Ruby." She choked back a sob. "I just can't."
Ruby comes over and sits next to Kate on the bed, letting her friend rest her head on her shoulder. "Don't worry Kate, we won't let anyone control us, not clerics or wizards or mentors or friends or lovers. We are not meant to be used like that," she says, stroking Kate's long brown hair.
Ruby sits quietly and lets Kate cry it out. Now she knew why Kate had hated the gods and it was certainly a good reason. She must have been struggling with this all day yesterday... thinks Ruby.
"I don't know what to do either. It's hard for me because I don't feel it like the rest of you do. Maybe she is forgetting about me again," Ruby tries to act lighthearted but Kate senses it isn't a joke. "I'll keep my eyes open when I can."
Kate pulled back a bit so she could look in Ruby's eyes. "Exactly the opposite, Ruby. She has not forgotten you, how could she?" She stopped to push a bit of hair out of Ruby's face. "That you don't feel it is a mark of how special you are, how confident she if of you. You don't need a nudge to do her work, you do it as naturally as you breathe. Keep our eyes open is all any of us can really do. I'll do the same."
She took a handkerchief off the bedside table and wiped her eyes. "There's something else I'd like to tell you, of a personal nature, but you must not tell Jake. If you don't want to keep secrets from him I'll keep it to myself. But don't worry, it's not about Jake, I just don't want him to know just now. Not Nanuet or Chester either. It's rather a woman thing."
Ruby looks away from Kate, and she starts tugging on her hair again before looking down at the ring on her finger. "I want to be here for you Kate, I really do, but I just can't lie to Jake, I can't. We can't have any secrets between us. I don't have to tell him whatever you tell me but if he asks me..." Ruby's voice trails off and she turns her gaze back to Kate. "What could it be that you don't want Jake to know, anyway? If it's woman stuff he probably won't want to know."
Kate states, “'Ruby, if Jake manages to ask you about this, he deserves to know," Kate laughed. "Now especially you probably think it was very strange for me to be wanting to honor a god at all, but for whatever reasons Diana looked kindly on me. I got to say goodbye to Tom, something I needed very much. But there was something more.
Diana is the goddess of the moon, the hunt," Kate paused, flushing a bit. "And fertility. Thanks to her, come December I'll be giving birth to Tom's son." Ruby sat in stunned silence. A million thoughts ran through her head and tried to escape her lips but she kept all the thoughts inside, trying to straighten them out. Finally she said, "That's horrible news, Kate. I'm so sorry."