Year upon year ...

[Dakkareth]

3:17am on the day of my 19th birthday. I'm sitting here in front of my PC, a little bored and generally unable to sleep - my sleeping pattern has shifted so much I could be a vampire, only a vampire would go back to his coffin earlier. The effect of too much vacation, I'm simply not doing anything except read Exalted stuff all day (the latest in a series of things to waste time on). It's kind of depressing, really.

In a few weeks I'll get answers from universities and know, where I'll study ... from then on it's probably lots of work, finding a place to live, paperwork, studying stuff. Probably better for me to have something to force a framework on me, but then the transition to the life of a university student and all the things associated with that will be a big change and hold many possible problems. Am I going to study the right subject(s), can I manage all the work, what will become of it all?

Nothing like (potentially) existential questions in the night ... at least I can think clearly at this time, during the day I almost never can. Oh well, I think I'll go for a walk and see if I go to bed after that.

 

[Aust Diamondew]

In the end not much really matters so it's best not to worry about it too much and just let things happen.
You just need something to do. Get a job or build something or find some way to channel your energy.

 

[Scotley]

Enjoy it. I'm sure you are feeling bored and yet nervious on the eve of major life chages. However, 19 more years from now you'll kill for a chance to read gaming books all day and the chance to stay up late without having to get up early. ymmv, but I found being a student great fun. Relax, worry won't help you anyway.

 

[Angel Tarragon]

The man, ahem....person that has very little stimuli is bored. Thankfully, I have plenty of stuff in my room to stimulate my brain. Otherwise, all I'd have is the promise of seven days. In seven days i"ll be in Indianapolis (GenCon)! WooHoo!!