Don't stress over it, AB. I'm only a part-time poster, but I'm a full-time lurker. And even I'm keeping track and reading through every one of your posts. Why? Because this community cares a great deal for you, and that says to me that you're a hell of a person. And any time s**t happens to good people, I pull for them. As someone else said, the mere fact that you continue posting is a welcome sign to any and all of us who care, b/c it tells us you're still well enough to get on here and keep us up to date.
Please, please, please don't worry about the handfull of people that may or may not be offended by your postings. Free choice, man. You label your posts, and anyone who doesn't want to read them can stay out. If they enter, they have no one to chastise but themselves. So to you, dear sir, I say chin up and hang in there. To those who would say otherwise, I say: eff 'em.
Keep fighting, AB!
~Jason