The Crimson Binome
Hero
There is enough variety among so-called "optimal" characters that I don't feel the need to play a character who consciously makes poor decisions. I might choose a non-obvious combination of race and class, or use a non-optimal distribution of stats, but I want the character to be able to explain any decisions he or she makes in-game.I don't understand you at all... are you saying you only RP characters with no quirks, ones that always make the best choice out of game?
You got phenomenally lucky. You could easily have died at any point, and the difference would have been that you chose to consciously make a weaker character. (Although the rules were different enough in 2E - speed factors, proficiencies, encumbrance, etc. - that some things which would have been obvious non-choices in a later edition, were real meaningful decisions under that ruleset.)the short sword example was from a 2e game... and no one killed him. He fought with a shortsword (at first just a basic one) for 18 levels until he retired. He also never wore metal armor. He had a better then average dex (not saying much in 2e) but he whore studded leather fought with a shortsword and nothing in his off hand...
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you don't have to fight with the best to win, sometimes even when you fight with lesser but more flavorful options you win...
I never want it to be my fault that everyone died, because I chose to knowingly make a character who was stupid. I could choose to RP a fighter with a short sword, or a fighter with a rapier, and neither is necessarily worse from an RP standpoint, but one of them is worse from a likelihood-of-death-and-possible-TPK standpoint.