I thought I would give an update on what is going on. First of all he deciced to let the thing with my character just slide and say that I didn't die. Which was good but I could tell that he was upset and hurt over it.
Things are not great in the group. I am starting to realize that no matter how much I like my DM has a friend I don't think I can play in a game where the rules are changed so much in favor of the NPCs. And where I feel like I don't really have any control over my PCs actions.
Our long running Shadowrun game came close to self destructing today.
One of our PCs went off radio and was out of contact so our team leader sent me out to look around the neighborhood for him since the the missing guy was on foot and a troll. So I took out my motorcycle out. Now our PCs just relocated to England so the DM had me roll a bike skill ride and perception.
He had me riding on the rong side of the road and I caused an accident by running a member of Parliment off the road and wrecking his classic jag.
I was a little annoyed because I felt railroaded come on I ended up running about seven cars off the road you would have thought with my above intellegence and that fact that I have the perceptive edge I would have figured it out sooner.
He told me people are honking at you but you keep on doing it. I had no choice he did not ask what do you do when people are swerving out of your way and honking at you. He told me I just keep going because I think they stupid and in the wrong.
He also had me driving 90 miles an hour in a 30 mile an hour speed limit. He never asked how fast I was driving I would have assumed if you are looking for someone you would be driving slow. Again he did not ask me he told me. I really didn't find this out until I got to the police station.
I got hauled off to the jail. Now my character has a record and has the claustophia flaw from being locked up in a small cell for five years. It is part of my backstory. I have always said I would die before ever being locked up again. So I am on the radio to my team leader freaking out telling him that I would kill the cop and use my 6 elementals to take out the yellow jacket that was hovering overhead. He talked me down and he handled the situation so I was let go.
I was role playing my character saying what she would say. I would not have really done it because that would have got the entire team killed but it made for some intresting drama.
I was a good sport about the entire thing I didn't argue with him about it I just accepted the situation and role played it out.
But here is where things went bad we have two new team members who have never been on a run before with us. The team leader, myself and the Shaman have been together for five years and have been through hell together.
Because of this incident the new members don't trust my character and wanted me left out of any meetings with the Johnson. I was aslo chewed out my a new team member (who by the way was the one who went off radio and who I was out looking for ) because I was driving like a maniac. And by behavior put the team at risk yada yada yada. And if I killed the team then he didn't know if he wanted to play anymore and it was my fault because it could not possibly be the DM who is his best friend and former roommate a freindship that spans 25 years.
I got angry in real life over this. My character is not stupid and I resent the DM putting me in this postion. I told him so. He got defensive over my critism and yelled at me about if I was having such an issue with the thing why didn't I speak up before.
It was a very uncomfetable tense situation for ever one at the table.
On the way home I realized that I am sick of all of this The DM is a to much of a control freak he really takes to many choices away from the players.
He needed me to get arrested because he is using it as a way to introduce something in the plot. So one of was getting arrested bo matter what we did. I am really feeling that he does not need us he should just roll up characters and play all the parts himself.
At this point I am not sure I am going back to either game.