I'm very easily scared. I do believe rather in bad and good spirits than in the typical demon/angel pattern. Hm.. I'm a religious person, I think, due to my daily prayers in particular to my guardian angel (I strongly believe in guardian angels).
However, in my younger years (around 8-12) I used to view a lot of horror movies. But this kind of "inspiration" is really not a good thing for someone with a tantivy imagination like me.
Sometimes I couldn't sleep the whole night because of the shadows around me. In my mind they all were monsters.
Even today when I'm alone in a house I get really really scared.
Some of these things comes from a strange tradition in my blood-line. My grandmother and my mother were people who claims to actually able to SEE and/or HEAR ghosts or ghostlike beings.
My mother were able to leave her body while asleep and to journey with her spirit. She was famous of that (she died in 1998) She could remember EVERYTHING she had seen while in her astral body.
One day she told me she had seen the trees nearby of our house in a strange lifeless condition (although the trees were very healthy and there were nothing to worry about).Later this year our renter decides to fell the trees.
I believe my mother were sometimes able to see future things. My grandma were a known psychic sort of human (although only known for that by her relatives for shge never spoke to strangers of her abilities).
I'm sometimes experience a strange condition where I am half asleep and half awake. In this state of mind my body is paralysed and I swear I can hear whispers of beings I cannot see or feel. These voices always try to scare me in which they are always succesfull. This mostly only happen if I sleep alone. It's really scaring and I have to admit that I maybe inherited some of the strange abilities of my mother (fortunatly limited to these half dreams).
I really don't blame anyone who calls me crazy now (but please do not name me a liar because I'm not).
These days I have such a dream once a year (and that's okay I guess).
However, in my younger years (around 8-12) I used to view a lot of horror movies. But this kind of "inspiration" is really not a good thing for someone with a tantivy imagination like me.
Sometimes I couldn't sleep the whole night because of the shadows around me. In my mind they all were monsters.
Even today when I'm alone in a house I get really really scared.
Some of these things comes from a strange tradition in my blood-line. My grandmother and my mother were people who claims to actually able to SEE and/or HEAR ghosts or ghostlike beings.
My mother were able to leave her body while asleep and to journey with her spirit. She was famous of that (she died in 1998) She could remember EVERYTHING she had seen while in her astral body.
One day she told me she had seen the trees nearby of our house in a strange lifeless condition (although the trees were very healthy and there were nothing to worry about).Later this year our renter decides to fell the trees.
I believe my mother were sometimes able to see future things. My grandma were a known psychic sort of human (although only known for that by her relatives for shge never spoke to strangers of her abilities).
I'm sometimes experience a strange condition where I am half asleep and half awake. In this state of mind my body is paralysed and I swear I can hear whispers of beings I cannot see or feel. These voices always try to scare me in which they are always succesfull. This mostly only happen if I sleep alone. It's really scaring and I have to admit that I maybe inherited some of the strange abilities of my mother (fortunatly limited to these half dreams).
I really don't blame anyone who calls me crazy now (but please do not name me a liar because I'm not).
These days I have such a dream once a year (and that's okay I guess).
