TheSword
Legend
That’s only one part of cosmic horror though. How do you know you aren’t mad. Because you reference your behaviours, sensory inputs and opinions against what the rest of society expects and shares.I think there's a cultural context to it that you just don't share: Finding out the universe (God, really) doesn't care about you is only scary if you already thought it (He) did. If you didn't start from that point of view, the whole "horrifying realization" thing falls apart.
Put another way - if you're Jewish, finding out Santa isn't real doesn't hurt as much.
Now what if you were seeing things that everything you’ve been told up to this point says can’t exist. That other people don’t see and don’t believe when you tell them you’ve see it. Or worse pretend not to and you don’t know why. When you doubt even your ability to reason correctly and draw logical conclusions.
Cosmic horror isn’t just about fearing the lack of god, its about fearing what’s happening inside your head.