Once, Twice, Three times a Hive

[Aeson]

I was a dumbass and punched it. It broke and I had to remove splinters from my hand. I'm still mad but now my hand hurts too. *sigh* I'll get one of the guys to spar with me tomorrow. For now I'll just have to deal with it.

It's not worth that kind of anger. He's getting the better of you.

I know the feeling. One of things I dislike about the Air Force is how much of a role politics play every day. Thats why I love being attached to an Army unit.

I figured the politics would be there too. I guess it's because you're not in the Army that the politics don't bother you as much

Hey, if the shoe fits doesn't fit because of the whole cankle issue . . .

*sigh*

I can't win.

Not today. today is the day the humor died.

At least you got a piece of mail. All I got was a little date book from my Bankruptcy lawyer, my credit card deleted from BoA and a ref flag on my student loans application.

Still hurts. I didn't want to be in this position.

Great, now you're attacking me to? Maybe I'll see if somebody can make me an avatar of Rodney Dangerfield in a frog suit.

I get no respect around here.

We loves ya.

Yeah... specially since he threw off the first round blatantly then returned to do it covertly.


*Sigh*

I can't believe he did it twice.

Can you imagine if "Duskblade" had actually joined the M&M game? The mind boggles. Playing two characters in the same game under different alts? That's probably why she had to vanish. One slip up and it'd be all over.

I can only imagine the weirdness being better if one of the various alts had signed up to join one the various games Rev was DMing. . . assuming any were actually running.

Fru is the best role player EVAR!

*Sigh* I'm going to tell my Gf how the whole "Reveille" coma turned out... She'll probably gloat or something.. *sigh*

You don't have to tell her. It's not a gamer thing. He has mental issues that many of us don't have.

I know. I was just teasing.

And the feeling is mutual. I like me, too!

Don't make me jealous. I have sharp pointy stick.

Allright hive, I have all these feelings swirling around and I'm going to try to put them to words.

I didnt have a traumatic childhood or anything. I wasnt abused or asaulted by friends or relatives or strangers. Starting in high school however I had a series of disasters with men. I was lied to, cheated on or abandoned by any man I put my trust into. This trend continued throughout my adult life. Maybe I was too forgiving or naive or trusting even, I'm not sure honestly. Maybe it wasnt even me. Maybe I just met every guy within a ten mile radius of me. At any rate I began to rethink my priorities and choice in life. Three important things happened in my life then. First, I fell in love with a woman, second I came out and was disowned by my father and third I came here to the hive. The first thing ended badly. It wasnt completely her fault. She always wanted more than I could give at the time which was my fault. My trust issues got in the way of a beautiful relationship and I will always miss her and regret what almost was. The second was devistating as well. My father was the last man on earth I thought would let me down. The third thing had been a bright spot up until now. In the beginning I guess I opened up to you because I didnt know you and didnt care if you judged me. Then I got to know some of you and actually found friendship. I realized this when I was away for all that time. I finally was able to come back here and the Hive became my refuge. My new career path was like nothing I had ever experienced and I wasnt quite ready for the changes it forced on me. Here in the Hive I could continue to be me and be among friends who understood me and wouldnt judge me. Rev was one of the people I bonded with for some reason. He and I talked early on about choices I had made and how they affected me. Now I just feel like I'm being kicked and beaten and all I can do is curl up and cover. I know I have true friends here in the Hive and I'm trying not to lump everyone together. I dont know why I'm saying all this actually. Maybe I just need to vent and I'm so sorry for being so long winded. I still consider the Hive my home away from home.

Eponine

No need to apologize. We all care enough to listen to you when you need it. I wish there was more I could do.

I'm going to bed. I havent cried this hard in many years and I'm exhaused. I'll see you all later. *hugs her hive family*

Good night.

I have a disturbing desire for large amounts of chocolate now.

that shouldn't't be disturbing. large amounts of chocolate should be a daily requirement. I just wish in large amounts it wasn't bad for us.lol

Wow. So I've been looking at a lot of the accounts. Call it morbid curiosity. In some ways it's really a question of how we didn't see it earlier. So many of his alts joined in a very short time, many were members of his groups, and often they gave xp to and/or were given xp by Reveille.

It also reveals some disturbing trends.

Think of every introduction thread over the past year or so. Most were him. And often, he would welcome himself, and talk to himself. He would frequently friend and visit his own alts. He had a lot of birthdays and would frequently pop in to wish himself a happy birthday with multiple personas.

Desert Hare wasn't the first to try and get a CM account without using credit card information. Cat Moon "didn't trust" credit cards and had a post about it in Meta.

It's possible that the events surrounding his father were real, as that happened around Jan 2008, and almost all of the truly deceptive alts started rolling in around September of that year. But the big one that strikes me is Kida who joined late 2007. By that point he was already posing as one of his own family members?

Still, the overwhelming majority come in much later than his father's (?) demise. Possibly some other event occurred that we don't know about, or just a delayed reaction.

It's showing signs of a break but we can't tell when it happened.

Remember he also had that one very bad car accident that "Kida" informed everyone about (in march 2008?) and that sometime after that was when he met "Mandy."

i wonder if the meeting was real but it didn't go the way he wanted.

I am soooo confused.....


and feeling gut kicked too........


If I am reading between the lines correctly-

Fru/Rev has been using alternate usernames to "play" with our minds, thoughts and trust. So- his father may never have died (thus why I never gave him crap about never sending me the duplicate book I bought from him) , he may not have had a car crash (which I questioned in my mind that he and Kida were one and the same) and now the Frakking Coma crap which I lost sleep over (and shed a tear) was a joke / delusion.......?


oh frag me......

The third day after reading about this I had one of my crazy-@$$ day dreams that often reveal something important in my future. It was Fru was lieing to use and he was mandy in truth.

I never said anything because I was so assamed to even THINK of such a thing and refused to even jokingly post it.


I..... really don't know what to say. Many bad memories and feelings are coming up.


crap.



and it looks like it is tearing apart the Hive in the process.......

I am sooooooo tempted to post HIS address for all to show their appreciation for his efforts.




need to chill..... shock is over.... now anger is setting in.


Back in a few folks.

Mega I was afraid of how you would take this. I'm sorry you're having to deal with it. Hang in there buddy.

 

[Ginnel]

I am trying not to pull back inside of myself (its dark in there and lonely (there really isn't all the personalities in there) ) but currently I am fighting not to cry and feel I am losing.

Everyone needs to cry, it ain't a weakness. We'll be here when you need to chat.

 

[CleverNickName]

Thought I might try to lighten the mood...let me know if I should fork this over to another thread.

Mmmmmh... Cadbury! It's, by the way, cream egg season again!

A few years ago, I did a Cadbury Egg experiment. I wanted to test the theory that creme eggs could be substituted for actual eggs in a cake recipe, and the recipe would not fail.

The results were as surprising as they were delicious. Check it out on my blog.

 

[megamania]

7 liters of diet soda

check

unopened large bag of Nacho Doritos

check

sweat jacket to warm within

check

hot pockets (Bar-B-Q Chix + Pep Pizza)

check

Beer at my feet

check but will not use





GAME ON!

 

[megamania]

Mega!!!

come chat

I was at work during the morning. Fridays I now work from 8am to 7:30 pm with only a 20 minute break spent driving from one place to another.



Fridays suck until 7:30pm when I get to go home.

 

[Sir Osis of Liver]

u Bastard!!!!! B-B-Q chicken hot pockets are the BOMB!!!!!!!





i wish i had some....and cadbury eggs too.

 

[megamania]

You didn't send me a PM explaining what happened.

I am always left out of Hive membership lists except by one and he/she/it are not longer Hive members- Fru-ker.

 

[megamania]

u Bastard!!!!! B-B-Q chicken hot pockets are the BOMB!!!!!!!





i wish i had some....and cadbury eggs too.

If I burb I'll blow the smell onto the monitor just for you.

 

[Sir Osis of Liver]

I am always left out of Hive membership lists except by one and he/she/it are not longer Hive members- Fru-ker.

I was gone for a loooong time and now that i'm back you're one of the few folks i know from the olden days. I actually feal out of place here now, which is really wierd sence i've been here sence the early days in the meta forum. I imagine i've been left off many lists while i've been away. What's important is we're here now, and you have B-B-Q chicken hot pockets!

Oh well, i have a HUGE stack of new comics to keep me warm.

 

[Sir Osis of Liver]

If I burb I'll blow the smell onto the monitor just for you.

You're all heart!