Well, it's either N(L)G, or L(N)G, depending on mood and day of the week. And, yep, that's prety close to the personal alignment.
A certain amount of order is good, but rigidity = stagnation = death, and anarchy = decay = death. But I prefer a little more order than chaos, and find the ultimate chaos to be abhorrent.
But I definitely prefer Good over Evil.