Be well, Skarsgard. Take your time.
^ What he said. Take all the time you need to get through this period so you can look back on it with satisfying closure.
Now, on completely unrelated topics:
(1) SCAG: Yes, I finally decided to break down and order a copy. I have the 4th Edition FRCG, but haven't read it; maybe what I need is something more concise.
(2) After Stonefast: Still thinking Rock Gnome (rock drummer) Warlock; however, I have also started to design a Human Sorcerer for the sake of lots more Cantrips. (Downside of the Human: no Darkvision.)
In keeping with the theme of Rock Gnomes: "ROLL HIGHER DICE ROLLER" (apologies to Chuck Berry):
I'm gonna float a small suggestion,
And ask the Dungeon Master to say
It's a Rocky little Gnomester
That I want that party to play
Roll higher Dice-Roller, gotta to
rock it again today
New adventure's so excitin'
And that dead orc left us clues
My heart's jumpin' with 'em
And my soul keeps on hatin' to lose
Roll higher Dice-Roller, and tell that Bell-Curve the news
I got the sharin' pneumonia,
I need a shot at knowin' what's whose
Think I'm rollin' for a WIS-save
Sittin' down by the river of Lose
Roll higher Dice-Roller, and give me top One from Two
Well, if you like to fight it, go get your hammer and
Wield and sock it, knock it over and move on up to
Another minion and pound and smash it, knock it over,
Roll higher Dice-Roller, and gimme top One from Two
Well, water from the ceilin' gonna set my senses reelin'
If it leaks down through poisonous flues
Hey Humpty-Dumpty, you're actin' like a numty,
Got no feet in your shoes
Roll higher Dice-Roller, and tell those bad guys the news
You know she's spinnin' like a spider
Wiggles like a fungus crop
She got a crazy cohort
Oughta see 'em wield and chop
Long as she got a blade the killin' will never stop
Roll higher Dice-Roller, Roll higher Dice-Roller,
Roll higher Dice-Roller, Roll higher Dice-Roller,
Roll higher Dice-Roller, dig mass graves for those dudes