Micah Sweet
Level Up & OSR Enthusiast
You have explained your situation, and I really am sorry. But there are no other choices. Complaining that WotC doesn't make what you want accomplishes nothing. The real problem is that you want to be a player, not a DM. I feel you; there are several games I'll probably never get to play or DM, because my people aren't interested in them.What did I say that mentioned anything about money? I'm talking about the games people actually play to any degree that it's actually plausible to find a table to join.
THERE ISN'T ANYTHING THAT PEOPLE ACTUALLY PLAY.
As I've said to you. At least half a dozen times now.
I would go somewhere else if there were anywhere else to go.
You have to either find a game that works for you (and keep looking for a table), or make it yourself (and accept that you will experience it as a DM).
Unless this is just a lament. If it's a lament I take it all back; you do you.
And aren't you in a game with @Hussar ?