I can read Edena's formatting just fine. It's not good formatting,
but I'm used to it. Edena, you run great games, because your so
extreme. Your on the edge of the coin, not undecided, but not
wholy one-sided. (contrasting undecided with one-sided...
interesting) And it can be stated that you know how to use this
to your advantage.
But, in my humble teenage opinion, you may
have taken the game a little too seriously. I have friends who
play games that run the full gamut of extreme, but it doesn't
seem to translate into anything else. Hell, I've killed about 2
million aliens/mutants/zombies in my video game/gaming life. The
deal isn't what I say, or what my character does, but what me
and my friends come out of the session with.
If we come out with a feeling of victory, for overcoming a
challenge... then we've done what 3rd edition aims for...
challenge ratings.
If we come out with a feeling of power, for pretending to possess
some insane, world conquering power, then we gained
something similar to what fantasy elements, specifically strategy
games aim for.
If we come out of it with a feeling of accomplishment and robust
love for what we just did, like in the IR, then we have gained true
entertainment from it. This is what I prefer most.
But, even if everything you mentioned happened in my games all
the time, I really don't think it would meen anything. My friends
would have just proven them more immature than I originally
thought, but that's about it.
Hopefully at least they, if not you, played those sessions with a
light heart. The way I play all things... with a little bit of elf in me.
Cracking Skulls like an orc, but still with a little dance and frolick.
Dark Fantasy to me is probably a perverted sense of the
definition. I picture 5 guys and girls in a room dressed in black
trying to out-goth each other with thier next description. Lame,
pointless, boring, rantish, and most of all, a little too weak for my
tastes. I play like a hero, even when I'm the bad guy. Some
people don't, which must suck.
Also, in this community we see that most players and dms evolve
into something better. Something that can throw in elaborate
descriptions, and be very emotional, without seeming like a
complete and total pervert, moron, or other type of negative
adverb/pronoun.
Edena, your incredible charisma is obvious (if all mental and not at
all physical, it's still pretty fricken high). I think you know how to
tell a story, be honest, and be a hero. I also think that you are
the edge of the proverbial coin. The one in 100 trillion times you
flip a coin, and it lands on it's edge.