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Thanks for opening up about your own mental trials, David and DL. Strangely enough, in some ways, my overfocusing on 'minor' decisions appears to be ADD to those who wonder why I have suddenly 'lost' focus (when most likely, my mind has committed itself to what would appear to be a another really trivial matter to others).
The depression I seem to have is not sadness but more accurately less of an ability to change my mood through decisions, apparent apathy to others. For most people, simply
doing something, anything, the
wrong thing will boost their spirits. Once, when testing a certain supplement, I had just a
taste of what the more common form of depression might be like. It was enough for me. I really respect anyone having to deal with it.
I don't think of Sam as fulfilling a
particular psychological need for me. Although, strictly speaking, we are all the game to fulfill a psychological need of some kind, as the only rewards to the game are intangible. It's simply that Sam's dilemma 'rang true' with my personal experiences. I also wove some of Amelia Earnhardt's and Charles Lindbergh's history into her character. Her desire for clarity is just one of several motives that might well for her. But that desire might not be so obvious to most people who are fortunate enough to be NT (neuro-typical).
At this point, I might suggest, that if in the Scoobies research, any supernatural link is found to Sam's 'crash', Sam might have a quick flashback (similar to the quick flashes of the eye of Sauron whenever the ring was touched or attacked in the LOTR movies. I have a feeling David is familiar with the image

). At that point, she would be even more committed than before to find out what this is all about.
I'm hip with the new posting structure (on average, I will probably add a IC post a day).
I kinda figured the heroes were monster-bait. Why do you think there are 'hero' sandwiches?
Gerry
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