Man, I'm so, so sorry to hear that. Like everybody else, I'm thinking of you in these tough times. Take good care of yourself, AB. We're all rooting for you.
Times like these I wish I believed in God so I could pray for you.
Don't let this get you down. I've known several people who have had Tcell counts of ONE. I kid you not. And as has been said on this board else where, the drugs are VERY good. Just please make certain you see a doctor that has had alot of experience with HIV. The horror stories I've heard from others is not for the faint of heart.