8XXX{0}====> said:
i would do this, but being a high schooler i'm not quite confident in my ability to actually write a whole book and do school.
Not to mention the fact that i dont quite know my talent level, except that it is somewhere above my grade level.
Two things:
Just because you submit the proposal doesn't mean you are going to write the book. And you are probably capable of all sorts of things you never knew you could do. Imagine how stoked you'd be if you won -- I bet you'd find all sorts of inspiration, be jotting notes in your classes, rushing home to get the next chapter done, showing pages to your friends. I wrote a fantasy novel in Grade 12 (most of it during physics) and it was a grand experience. As I finished each page I'd hand it off to my buddy sitting next to me -- not until the end of the year did I discover that he'd then been passing it around the whole class and that everyone had been reading my novel! I didn't quite finish it by the end of the year and the whole class tracked me down over the summer and demanded to read the ending.
Stuff like that makes you want more out of life. You can do it.
As far as talent goes, who can say? Talent's not always the prime factor anyway -- hard work and determination count for just as much as talent does, I can tell you that. As does luck, as does chutzpah and seizing the opportunity when it comes your way.
I'll tell you this: if you don't at least send in a submission, you'll spend your life wondering what might have been. Don't ever let yourself fall into that.
SUBMIT!
Tell your teachers what you're doing. If you win, and you end up having to write a professional novel during the school year, I GUARANTEE they will provide you with some sort of scholastic dispensation. Their job is to help you become a success. They'll help you if you give them the chance.
Submit, for the love of Loviatar!