As a DM who gives out highly customized gear, I can see some stuff between the lines here.
First, nobody else in the group has a comparable weapon. That makes you uncomfortable. That in turn means that you were not consulted on this development.
Also, I get the sence that you dislike being forced into a certain role in the party, and you'd rather have things play out more... naturally.
Final, I'm guessing that you are somewhat worried about your DM's reaction to your feelings on the matter, either because you don't want to hurt his feelings by seeming ungrateful or some other reason.
The good news is, there's help out there.
What you need to do is first, determine clearly and without doubt exactly what it is that makes you most uncomfortable about it. Then, you need to confront the DM with your clear picture and discuss it with him. For such a specialized weapon, it seems like the DM has some story in mind that he wants the group (or PC) to be ready for. Maybe the two of you can work something out.
To have fun, the game needs to be played within acceptable parameters in place. Otherwise the DM is just creating a story of his own design and the PC 's are on a choo choo train.
First, nobody else in the group has a comparable weapon. That makes you uncomfortable. That in turn means that you were not consulted on this development.
Also, I get the sence that you dislike being forced into a certain role in the party, and you'd rather have things play out more... naturally.
Final, I'm guessing that you are somewhat worried about your DM's reaction to your feelings on the matter, either because you don't want to hurt his feelings by seeming ungrateful or some other reason.
The good news is, there's help out there.
What you need to do is first, determine clearly and without doubt exactly what it is that makes you most uncomfortable about it. Then, you need to confront the DM with your clear picture and discuss it with him. For such a specialized weapon, it seems like the DM has some story in mind that he wants the group (or PC) to be ready for. Maybe the two of you can work something out.
To have fun, the game needs to be played within acceptable parameters in place. Otherwise the DM is just creating a story of his own design and the PC 's are on a choo choo train.