ethandrew
First Post
I'd replied to this and went to post it and lost all my info when the server crashed. Lame. Anyway, I'll redo it, it won't be as good though. Sadness.
[sblock=4CMIs][sblock=That means for CM's Eyes][sblock=Which means you shouldn't be looking at this][sblock=Seriously, do you want to spoil the in game surprises?]Okay, so I typed this up already but alas, lost it. So I'll leave the Thaxys name open and the Antrix name open, because I don't remember them and that's as close as my memory can get.
But Estelle fell into the scene very well. She took to "T Name"'s teachings, believing the abominations that force their unnatural life upon themselves should be destroyed. But any initial hesitation was negated as she continued to be seduced into it, the half-elf a strong motivator.
Learning about her heritage frightened and disgusted Estelle, and the temptation and allure of embracing that life was both disturbing and enticing, a struggle she still has not overcome. But she never blood-let. She was presented with the opportunity to submerge herself into her past, her father's past, but it was too much. And it was at that time, when she said no, when she realized she was so close to becoming the things that William swore to destroy, that she knew she must leave.
Her natural charm was made into a unnatural charm, that much was easy and didn't take much to develop. But her time came and she left. Left to help her former companions in whatever facet she could, to run away from her fate, to stop "A Name" however she could, but most importantly to find William, the man who walked to the edge of hell for her, the only person to truly care.
So that's what I've got. She's confused, ashamed, and afraid. She knows this experience will never her as she knows she can't truly escape it. But she can't become a monster and she struggles with the pull.
Ultimately she wants to be good, so she would want to stop the Serpent Queen in whatever way she can.
Questions, Comments, Concerns? I'm copy and pasting this elsewhere in case I lose it again.[/sblock][/sblock][/sblock][/sblock]
[sblock=4CMIs][sblock=That means for CM's Eyes][sblock=Which means you shouldn't be looking at this][sblock=Seriously, do you want to spoil the in game surprises?]Okay, so I typed this up already but alas, lost it. So I'll leave the Thaxys name open and the Antrix name open, because I don't remember them and that's as close as my memory can get.
But Estelle fell into the scene very well. She took to "T Name"'s teachings, believing the abominations that force their unnatural life upon themselves should be destroyed. But any initial hesitation was negated as she continued to be seduced into it, the half-elf a strong motivator.
Learning about her heritage frightened and disgusted Estelle, and the temptation and allure of embracing that life was both disturbing and enticing, a struggle she still has not overcome. But she never blood-let. She was presented with the opportunity to submerge herself into her past, her father's past, but it was too much. And it was at that time, when she said no, when she realized she was so close to becoming the things that William swore to destroy, that she knew she must leave.
Her natural charm was made into a unnatural charm, that much was easy and didn't take much to develop. But her time came and she left. Left to help her former companions in whatever facet she could, to run away from her fate, to stop "A Name" however she could, but most importantly to find William, the man who walked to the edge of hell for her, the only person to truly care.
So that's what I've got. She's confused, ashamed, and afraid. She knows this experience will never her as she knows she can't truly escape it. But she can't become a monster and she struggles with the pull.
Ultimately she wants to be good, so she would want to stop the Serpent Queen in whatever way she can.
Questions, Comments, Concerns? I'm copy and pasting this elsewhere in case I lose it again.[/sblock][/sblock][/sblock][/sblock]