Hind sight, it likes to gnaw.
Felix’s panic was ebbing, he was far more willing to discard it then Enoch realized, and it came with friends, aware of it or not, Felic was desperate to cast the thoughts aside, his face first went blank as if he just was not there anymore, but then he started to become livid; the ones he kept, he clung to them as a single purpose, and they, nay it, was self explanatory.
“Freaking out!?” He groaned with venom.
“I’ve been infected by a bio agent that, from what we know, ‘cures’ mutations and is ultimately fatal! The only expert that has given any ‘insight’ on the matter more than likely lied to our faces: for all he knew telling us that I have a death sentence just meant giving himself one!” He grumbled, angrily, his eyes fixated on Enoch.
“And then, I’m a meta morph, that changes everything, my biology can change on a whim, and if something starts mucking with it, it gets mucked up fast!” he yelled in fury; tuffs of fur starting to sprout about his form, he started to near Enoch, the growth of the plants started to slow, and then it crawled, yet the decay accelerated.
Felix spoke on
“But can I hang on now?! I’ve lost centuries! Centuries! I had planes, hops, Dreams! All now Scattered to Dust!” he grumbled as the scape again trembled, in rage.
“And you know what, Sure! I’ll hand on, I’ll hand on long enough to crush my murderer under my ruin and watch the terror in his eyes!” Felix was beyond simple rage, he was experiencing ire.
“Yes!” he growled, a grin perking on his lips, his eyes shined with glee as he took a slow, expressive, breath
“its so clear now, there is no fear now,I’ve suffered the death blow already,why not just accept it and move on; After paying my Debt that is!” He cackled with chaos, a tower fell and crumbled behind him, and he did not care. His face was again twisted, between an inferno of rage and gleeful smile, oh the pain that man, that
Thing would endure before the end!
“One sentence beckons the other!!!” Felix exclaimed in a joyous howl as the scape started to become simply apocalyptic and quaked violently under the strain of his new found, nay, reclaimed will and his self image again started to take on his prevues form...
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meanwhile, Felic’s taxed, wheezing, body quickened, breaths were shorter and more frequent and he was beginning to kick and paw as he laid on his side; his eyes began to twitch, his jaws mouthing about as if to gnaw something.
[sblock=OoC]Panic was a chief occupant of his mind, fear was another, but for panic to be removed fear must also go, and yet both help keep another wise overconfident personality in balance; sure, panic can cause bad decisions, but yanking both of them out from under someone kind of removes their restraint.
And Felix rarely lacks confidence in the first case, giving him more just makes him think, nay, know, he can't possibly fail at anything remotely within his limits, like murdering his own murderer.
Installing some serenity might have been a better choice; now he is thinking purely in the now, and thinking that nothing he dose has any long term effect… cause he will be dead, but he has little motive to fear that now, that he cares far more about getting even then about grasping at straws in a vain attempt to live.
It might be a good idea to hit undo and then let him brood awhile, in his own head, and rebuild, so yes, the mind is a very complex thing, start yanking things out and stuffing others in while it’s trying to deal with something hard and you get kittens, really, really pissed off meta kittens!
But yeah, newbie physic and all, you need to learn these things the hard way, you can't "Just fix" mental issues at the drop of a hat(without getting really, comically, lucky or knowing the subject matter imminently; Enoch just meet Felix, who is an enigma to him, so that left blind luck, and no dice so no luck
).
It is why psychics, the good ones at least, always end up just soothing everything once their experienced, almost always positive initale results and gives you time to find out what the real issue is ;3
So yeah, might want to hit undo, and then either vacate his mind or try again... but remember Felix is no fool
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