I awoke this morning... Though alone it seemed i was not.. an inkling in my chest.. a smiled and looks around to find nothing had changed. Christmas day is here and i layed in bed a while, i thought about my babies, and how they were, there smiles, oddly i did not feel down, though i could not speak to then, and even though i was alone, i did not feel alone. I know im cared for , it shows ever time i get online, go see a friend, or get a phone call.
You are not alone, you are loved cared for and thought about, by someone somewhere, and i hope you know that, or learn it soon. Christmas is about family, friends, and just good will, and i have all these in some form or fashion, and because of this.. I can not frown or feel depressed. I grin and take a deep breath, and think about those that i wish a merry christmas and know that others out there that can not tell me, but are thinking the same thing. (sorry all poorly writen and generic i guess ^_^ )
Anyhow, i have alot to be thankful for, and so many that seem to appreciate, care, love, etc. me, and i know there are people that are the same to you, and you them.. I guess i just wanted to let someone know that it can be ok, for things to get rough, and problems to be had.. just know there is always someone that cares and has hope wishes and dreams for you. Just as you have for others you care for
Merry Christmas all of you.
P.S. Yes, this is pointed and directed to many i know. Chin up you are loved and thought of... and i hope you all are able to share in the spirit of which this holiday was founded on.
You are not alone, you are loved cared for and thought about, by someone somewhere, and i hope you know that, or learn it soon. Christmas is about family, friends, and just good will, and i have all these in some form or fashion, and because of this.. I can not frown or feel depressed. I grin and take a deep breath, and think about those that i wish a merry christmas and know that others out there that can not tell me, but are thinking the same thing. (sorry all poorly writen and generic i guess ^_^ )
Anyhow, i have alot to be thankful for, and so many that seem to appreciate, care, love, etc. me, and i know there are people that are the same to you, and you them.. I guess i just wanted to let someone know that it can be ok, for things to get rough, and problems to be had.. just know there is always someone that cares and has hope wishes and dreams for you. Just as you have for others you care for
Merry Christmas all of you.
P.S. Yes, this is pointed and directed to many i know. Chin up you are loved and thought of... and i hope you all are able to share in the spirit of which this holiday was founded on.
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