Saved
Mixed emotions and confused thoughts whirled through Xath’s mind as she stood in front of the abbey in Caer Melyn. In front of her were two swords, both powerful artifacts sought after by all sides in this war. Behind her was Archonus Aerendor, gripping her hand supportively. At this moment, Xath wished that she had never heard of the Spirit Blades.
She had a choice to make. The others of the Circle had already cast their vote; whether to ally with the Bluestar, or to make a stand on their own to protect the Deathsblade. Her decision would tip the balance. If she voted to entrust the blade to the Bluestar, there would be a majority vote in the group; if she did not, there would be a tie. The Circle had always followed a democratic system: majority rules. But they had never had to vote on something this important before.
Justice stood across the swords, glaring at Xath while telling her why it was in her best interest to support the Bluestar at this point. Archonus gripped her hand more tightly, silently entreating her to side with him.
Meanwhile, there was him. Archonus Bluestar stood across from her, awaiting her decision. He stared at her with those eyes, the same eyes of the man who stood behind her, though his reflected a melancholy and pain deeper than any she had ever seen. He terrified her, and at the same time she silently pitied him. She could not comprehend what had happened to him, but she prayed with all her might that it never happened to her Archon.
Xath focused all of her thoughts inwards. She had to ignore the external pressures and emotional influence. This time she could not afford to act on impulse…
She never thought she would consider anything like this. Side with the Bluestar? The creature widely regarded as the quintessential evil of the Kingdom? The murderer of her family and clan; destroyer of her home; and perpetrator of more despicable acts than could seem possible? She had set out from Sylvannus to gain enough knowledge and experience to destroy the Bluestar, ridding the world of his presence once and for all. There was no way to know whether he would keep his word and destroy the thirteen blades or if he would use them as a nexus of power to further his evil devices. Could they entrust the safety of so many to such a power?
On the other hand, in keeping the sword, wouldn’t they be jeopardizing everything they had worked for? They would bring down the full wrath of Tain Hawkson on any place they tried to hide it. Siding with the Bluestar for now would give them the time they needed to prepare to protect the next blade. And it was not as though they would be losing a blade…In return, they would receive the Mansblade; not only one of the original falcon blades, but the Bluestar’s phylactery. The sparkle of the amulet around Xath’s neck told her that it was indeed a Spirit Blade. Whether or not it was truly the phylactery, they would have to take on faith. Xath sighed to herself. Siding with the Bluestar was something that had to be done to ensure the safety of the kingdom.
Xath refocused on her surroundings just in time to hear Justice say, "Now is your chance to take his pain." It was true that the decision Xath was about to make would curtail Archonus Aerendor's plans to journey to the frozen north, but she didn't need to be quilted into it by the cleric.
Xath stiffened her resolve and turned to face Archonus. She kissed him on the cheek and stared into his eyes, hoping with all her might that he would not take her decision as a betrayal. As a member of the circle, she had a right to her own decision, but Archonus had a way of taking things personally...
He still gripped her hands, but as she stepped backwards over the line, a sudden wave of fear and panic crossed his face. They were immediately replaced by anger and stoic resolution as he threw down her hands and turned to stalk away.
Archonus Bluestar's voice rang out behind her. "Then it has been decided." Xath moved to follow Archon, as what was left of Gyan Thunderheart bent to pick up the Deathsblade. As Archonus Aerendor began to move, Justice Fairweather's voice rang out in all of their minds, How does it feel to have someone take your pain, Archonus? Archon stopped without turning and removed the ring which allowed the circle's telepathic communication, casting it to the ground beside him. "Stay out of my mind, Fairweather," he said. With that, he continued walking.
Xath followed, holding up a cautionary hand to prevent the others of the circle from following. She stopped and picked up the ring, clutching it in her hand as she walked; setting herself a few paces behind him. After a few moments, he called out "Stop following me."
So she did. She instead sped up to pass him, and planted herself in his way. As he tried to move around her, she turned to block him, placing a hand on his chest. Turning his head away, he spoke in a half-whisper. "You've made your decision."
"Yes,” she replied. “And as a member of the Circle, it is my right to do so. What of it?”
He turned once again, to look at her. “I am making mine.” With that he tried to push past her, but she held her ground.
"What would you have had me do?" she asked. "Would you have me allow you to go off to the north? Would you have me let you leave forever?"
“I will return.”
“When?”
“When the blades are destroyed.”
Xath tried her best not to show the annoyance she was feeling over the man’s illogic. “And when, pray tell, will that be?” she asked. “You know as well as I that the blades cannot be destroyed until all thirteen are assembled.”
Archonus looked away once again. "I....I do not know," he replied.
Xath’s annoyance, in combination with the stress of the day’s events, was quickly growing into panic. As much as she tried not to show her strain, her voice began to reflect her emotional state. "Would you forsake your oath to the circle?” she said. “To the people of Hyrule?” Would you forsake me? she thought, though she did not say it.
Archonus raised his voice as he looked back at her. "I go North to ensure their safety. If the Bluestar uses the blades against us all will be lost!"
Now they were both shouting. "And what will you do to stop him?"
He paused for a moment looking down as if thinking of how to phrase his next sentence. He then looked back up to her, and with a calmer voice he said, “I will find his soul....if he still has one.”
And with that statement, all of the fire left her. Xath had long suspected that Archonus felt that his own redemption was somehow related to the salvation of his ancestor; and no matter how hard she tried to tell him otherwise, some part of Archonus longed to save the soul of the long dead lich, and by so doing, at least in his mind, save himself.
Xath looked up and placed her hand on Archonus' cheek. "I know you want to save him," she said, sympathy in her voice. "But we cannot always follow our hearts. Sometimes duty calls us to make the difficult decisions, rather than those we want to."
He turned away gently. "If I wait too long it might be too late."
Xath suppressed a wry smile and said, "He has waited a thousand years. Surely a little longer will make no difference"
"But if we wait till he has all of the blades..." He stopped, and then started again, "There may be no chance left."
Xath’s soft visage turned to one of stout determination. "He will not get all of the blades," she said resolutely. "We will see to that. We may not have been prepared to protect this one, but I do not intend to make the same mistake twice.”
Archonus narrowed his eyes in surprise. "Where are we going to take the others?"
She smiled, and her eyes glinted with mischief. "I have a few ideas," she said.
A rare thing, a half-smile, appeared on his face. Then, as fast as it showed itself it disappeared. "Then how will we get the Deathsblade back?
Xath noted Archon’s shift in demeanor. Seizing her opportunity, Xath linked arms with him and began walking absentmindedly, looking up as if searching the sky for an answer. She hoped he would not notice that they were heading back towards the rest of the Circle. "That is something we must handle when the time comes."
He walked with her a few steps before stopping. Turning to her, his face almost pleading he asked, “Do you think he can be saved?”
Pain clutched at Xath’s chest as she sought a way to answer this question. Xath had always believed in seeking out the redeeming qualities in everyone, no matter what their past, but this was the Bluestar; the most evil of the evils, the creature on whom she had sworn her revenge…the one who’s salvation meant so much to the man she loved…
"If some part of him, even the smallest part that he is unaware of, wants to be saved, than he can be saved, Archonus"
Archon smiled a true and lasting smile as he walked with her back to the Circle.
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(by the way, full writing credit goes to Gertie. I'm just putting it on the thread.)
mik