Aeson
I am the mysterious professor.
I want to see a before and after picture. PLZ?Definately a redhead again as soon as I'm done here.
She'll only thwack you once.Dont be scared.

They're not dying in your place. You're doing your job and they did theirs. I understand the feeling though. I've had it myself in a way. Why should someone better than me die while I live.Thats good in theory but I'ts difficult for those not doing it to understand. I've lost some friends here and thought I would die more than once. Every time you attend a service for a fallen friend or you hear the news you think "Why couldnt I have been there" or "He was such a great guy, why did he have to die" I think for most of us we will always view it as work left unfinished as long as others are dying in our place.
You're right. Some of us here will never know what it's like. It doesn't change anything. We hear from you there now and those that have come home. We know that we still want our family home. You are our family. We want you here and safe with us.