I get the emotional investment, but I might suggest you have misplaced it a bit. D&D the Game, is just that, a game: some published rules in a book. Just some text on a page.
What you really have the connection to is what you have made with the game: thousands of memories. What you have made from some rules on a page. No one can touch that.
What you really have the connection to is what you have made with the game: thousands of memories. What you have made from some rules on a page. No one can touch that.