Thanks for all the feedback. This situation has made me realize that I do need to complain less. For a couple of years there wasn't really anything good to talk about, so I guess I got into the habit. I didn't even know I was doing it. And I really didn't think I was entitled to anything from anybody. I just happen to be one of those people that likes to be nice to people and be helpful. I guess it's been so long since I dealt with people in this situtation that I forgot not everyone feels that way. I'm just really dissapointed in how it was all dealt with. There have to have been other ways people could have gone about things.
All in all, this was a learning experience. I'll figure out how to work things out and add it to taking meds, counseling, etc. Like I always say, I'm a work in progress. I've been dealing with this thing for almost 19 years, and I'll have to deal with it for the rest of my life, but I won't give up.
