Last night it hit me that I'm just coasting along here -- the material for this part of the game is written, and we're moving so slowly that I haven't needed to be
engaged for a little while. I know I just came back from a two week unannounced break, which doesn't give me room to get on anyone else about participation -- and that's not what I'm trying to do. I'm having fun running the campaign, but there's so little movement that I don't really feel like there's a game to run at the moment. Does that make sense?
Running this campaign online is currently -- and pleasantly -- filling my need to run a game (I don't mean that it's filler, just that I can usually only run one serious game at a time). I like always having a campaign on the go that I GM, and wanting to keep exploring this one is one of the main reasons that I haven't been running a tabletop game here in Utah. What surprised me last night was the fact that I realized I probably
could run a tabletop game at the same time, because this one isn't requiring that much activity on my part.
I'm open to suggestions, and it's worth saying again that I'm not laying blame for anything here -- and that I want to continue the Selgaunt campaign! The ideas for this game were bouncing around my head for close to a year before we started playing, and it's always been my goal to make this a long-running campaign that stays fun throughout -- it's already the longest game I've ever run, and the one I've invested the most time and involvement in.
I understand that schedules and interests change, and if playing this PbP doesn't mesh with your life right now, that's cool. Let me know. And if you're leaning that way but don't want to bring it up, don't worry about it -- no friends will be lost over this, and the group has changed its makeup before.
If it
does mesh with your life, but you haven't been involved for one reason or another, then take that plunge again and let's get back to where we were a few months ago: involved on a regular basis, and having fun exploring these characters, this setting, and the many plots running through the campaign!
