Firstly perhaps demolished was exaggerated in my first post, maybe dissilusioned would be better. Im interested in writing because i enjoy writing fiction (however as you said it is very different to enjoy your english classes and to do writing for the rest of my life). I have definately looked back at my earlier stuff and thought that it was very bad, so thats a good sign. There used to be a school newspaper done by the students but i havent heard about it for a while but i should get some experience in writing soon. Thanks again.
FK, I started out as the student editor of my school paper in the First Grade. I was either a journalist or editor for school papers all through my elementary (you'd probably say primary), middle, and high school educations. I wrote in college.
I started out as a journalist and it's good practice. But being a journalist didn't stop me from writing poetry, and essays, and science articles, and white papers, and children's stories, and even fiction.
And being a writer didn't stop me from playing soccer, pursuing science, attending church, pitching baseball, running track and cross country, vadding, working jobs as a delivery driver, becoming a detective, becoming a psychologist, starting my own business, getting married, having kids, raising animals, buying a house and lands, investing, studying to become a priest, becoming a staff officer for my squadron, going on missions, and so forth, and so on. I became a non-fiction writer not in spite of my other pursuits, but because of my other pursuits I became a much better writer and had a far wider and deeper base of experiences about which to write.
At your age (and this was true for me too, and I'm from a much older generation than you) you're likely to be dozens of different things over the course of your life. There's nothing wrong with that, nor is it anything to be scared of or concerned about. Being other things will not interfere with you being a writer, even one who makes a good living at it. (Though eventually you may have to give up other things or at least dedicate less time to them if you want to end up making the kind of living you desire as a writer.) You'll just have to learn to dedicate about an hour or maybe up to three or four a day to practice 'til you get really good at it. That'll be easy to do when you're young and single.
When you get older you'll have to learn to more properly budget your time towards writing, but that kind of thing can be done at any age, it needn't interfere with the rest of your life, and will probably add value and opportunities to the rest of your life (and vice-versa, the rest of your life will add value to your writings) rather than detract from it.
If you like I can post in this thread the study and practice program I used to become a writer. If not then develop your own study and practice program, if you're serious about becoming a writer (or, for that matter, anything else you want to become).
In any case the chances you're gonna be just a writer, and nothing else, are pretty slim. Especially at the beginning. But that's nothing to worry about. Being other things will in all likelihood just make you that much better a writer. Over time. However as you're doing other things you can also be (and should continually be) studying and practicing to be a writer. I listen to or attend a lecture, read a book on writing, or in some other way study writing, literature, poetry, languages, and so forth at least once every month, and I've been writing for about 40 years all told. Then again you should do that for anything you pursue. Study, learn and improve all of the time, I mean.
But you're young and just starting out. That's all to your advantage.
So take advantage of it. And don't get discouraged because you're not gonna win the Noble Prize for Literature with your first book, or internet posting. You're probably gonna build your life slowly, like most folks. There's nothing wrong with that.
And I'll also say this. I don't know why kids nowadays think they have to chart the course of their entire life at 15. Or even 25. Chances are it won't turn out the way you think at your age anyways. I'm not saying don't prepare.
Always be prepared. To the best of your ability.
But relax a little too. Over time you will gain experience. You will gain allies. Opportunities will come to you that you could have never expected, anticipated, or imagined. Things will work if you keep your eyes open and exploit the opportunities that come your way.
So yes, prepare. Get involved (which is also one of the very best ways to prepare) in things, take chances, go out into the world. Don't look at writing as excluding other things in life, or as excluding other pursuits, but rather as one pursuit among many possibilities than can add to, rather than detract, from other pursuits. But also relax a little, and be patient with yourself. You're not gonna become whatever it is you're gonna become overnight.
And if you think writing for a school newspaper or a local newspaper, or whatever the case may be will be good experience for you, then go do that, and enjoy yourself as you go. Then come back and let us know how you're progressing. It's nice to see young people succeed. And you will succeed at anything you undertake with a plan, some patience, practice, perseverance, and work.
So good luck and Godspeed.
You've got your whole life ahead of you.
Prepare for it, but also enjoy it.
In that way you'll do just fine.