Felix dropped to his knees, his feet splaying out besides him, his hand eased down, his mouth dropped and the open vial, still in mouth, rolled out of his mouth, into his lap, as a pained flinch infused his blank facial expression, the idea of an antidote was only on his mind for a moment. “It Is the cure, from their prospective… making an antidote for it would be like making one for any other cure or a vaccine, it defeats the entire point of it… the cure to cancer can be fatal…” Felix monologued blankly while binding his lower left lip in his teeth, before letting out a crazed, broken laughter “But it does not stop people from using it, seeking it out even, and no one has asked for the antidote even if the chemo ends up killing them before the cancer ever had a chance to do so!” He cackled out before he took a gasping breath and, after taking in a breath full of the cooled air, he coughed from the shocking cold, dismay filled his expression as the unknown experience punched him in the chest.
He honestly thought he was dying right then, right there; His eyes betrayed this mindset, with abject terror, tears started to go down his face, but froze neatly on his fur. Felix clenched up and held his sides; he fell onto his side as he held back another cough. He landed with a thud, that was far more painful than he was expecting it to be, given that was expecting it to be nearly nothing.
Felix flinched and then instinctively curled up into a ball… a task that was much harder than he was use too… much harder than it should have been to bend. 'I Don’t want to die. I Don’t want to die. I Don’t want to die.' Was Felix’s single thought right now, the mission, everything else, family, friends, the others, none of it mattered to him at that moment, all he knew right then was, he really, Really, did not want to die today, but he had to Admit it... "I'm going yo die." with a muted, pathetic, wheezing yelp of plight.
[Sblock=OoC] just a reminder, Even though he is only a little over three feet tall right now, he is still one hundred and ten pounds, and I don’t think anyone can safely lift him without noticing his weight ;3[/Sblock]