Yep. Yep. And yep. I haven't been able to look at my playtest copies for more than a few minutes either.I haven't looked at any development in months. Same with draw steel. I looked at my dc20 PDF yesterday, and yuck.
I'm burned out on the Fantasy TTRPG du jour I've enacted on myself.
I wish 5e was better designed.
I wish PF2 was less designed.
I wish other systems had more products, better instructional content, or were more approachable.