Hey, just noticed this.
I guess this explains why I haven't seen you around here, at the Pits, or even on LJ. I was actually wondering if you were going to reply to the stuff I sent you a while back... can't even remember what it was, now.
I really hope everything works out for ya. I can totally understand the sentiment behind the gaming association, and I hope that you can put all the bad stuff behind you. I don't know if giving up the *gm* mantle for a while and becoming a player is an option; from the sound of it, probably not.
And I hope you get back into gaming... eventually. At least, you need to get back into gaming by the time I finally get off my butt and go down to Gen Con, so you can run one of those famed Robotech games of yours.
Seriously.