Kemrain
First Post
I can't play a character I'm not attached to, and I put a great deal of myself into my characters. When they die, I'm upset about it. Not angry, but very sad. I play in games where Ressurection is the exception, not the rule, so death is almost always permanant in my experience. I nearly cried when our entire party was taken down in 2 rounds by the BBEG and 3 lucky crits in a Star Wars game. If the game hadn't ended right there, I suspect I'd have sat the rest of the session out, getting over the shock and steeling myself to the loss. I'm a very extreme case, however.
Regardless of how poorly I take character death, it happens very rarely. Not because of pulled punches, but becuse I'm exceptionally cautious. Roleplaying is like playing Nethack... Sure, you can cheat death, but the game loses something if you do. It's not always an important thing that you lose, and most people (it seems) are ok having given it up, but I like to keep the reality and finality of death. Keeps me on my toes, and fear of dying keeps my characters alive.
Though I get upset over it, character death has never kept me from playing, and I'm this emotional in everything I do. I get over it, make a new character, and get attached to that one. I still fondly remember my fallen characters, but I've gotten over them all.
- Kemrain the very extreme case.
Regardless of how poorly I take character death, it happens very rarely. Not because of pulled punches, but becuse I'm exceptionally cautious. Roleplaying is like playing Nethack... Sure, you can cheat death, but the game loses something if you do. It's not always an important thing that you lose, and most people (it seems) are ok having given it up, but I like to keep the reality and finality of death. Keeps me on my toes, and fear of dying keeps my characters alive.
Though I get upset over it, character death has never kept me from playing, and I'm this emotional in everything I do. I get over it, make a new character, and get attached to that one. I still fondly remember my fallen characters, but I've gotten over them all.
- Kemrain the very extreme case.
