Well congrats, Zurai! You've crushed Enko's self esteem. Hopefully he won't become totally nihilistic. Though at least if he does Thane will get to kill him.
And of course it's all up to you now. But...if you ARE serious...all I can say is y'oughtta loosen up a bit. Don't let things -get- to you so much. It's all fiction...just in fun. Roll with it a bit.
Course it's fiction. That doesn't mean it can't be realistic. The person Enko believes in completely just explained that all his efforts were meaningless. How should he feel?
I just feel a bit disappointed that Enko's logical analysis was totally worthless, and that everyone jumping to the conclusion that they were evil spirits was right. And find it sort of painfully ironic that these creatures were actually based on goblins.