Aaron L
Hero
Heh, actually, I sit around my house all day, sometimes just lat in bed. Then I get up and go for a walk, usually 5 to 10 miles a day. The walks arent always much fun. Within the last 2 months Ive had:
A car full of girls drive past me, yell "get a life" and throw a condom out the window at me.
someone yell "hey ugly" at me yes it was at me, thee was no one else around and they lauhed when i sped up and ran past)
someone threw a full plasic cup of soda pop at me from moving van. i got soaked, and it was pretty cold out
other than walking i do nothing. ive lost 30 pounds since this time last year from just walking, 12 in the last 2 months. i go give blood every couple weeks(well, whenever its time again), but that isnt really much. every so often i have a friend who will call me to go out, but ive been hearing from her less and less.
id move away like my brother did (he moved to pittsburgh, dont hear from him much anymore. hes the confident charismatic one and always got me through everything, and all my friends were friends of his) but i quite frankly couldnt survive without my mother. i cant remember doctors appointments, when to take my medicine, and i certainly cant make my own appointments. im quite a mess. I know i lack confidence, i just have no idea how to gain any, especially when i dont have any reason to have any, and quite a lot of reason not to have any.
A car full of girls drive past me, yell "get a life" and throw a condom out the window at me.
someone yell "hey ugly" at me yes it was at me, thee was no one else around and they lauhed when i sped up and ran past)
someone threw a full plasic cup of soda pop at me from moving van. i got soaked, and it was pretty cold out
other than walking i do nothing. ive lost 30 pounds since this time last year from just walking, 12 in the last 2 months. i go give blood every couple weeks(well, whenever its time again), but that isnt really much. every so often i have a friend who will call me to go out, but ive been hearing from her less and less.
id move away like my brother did (he moved to pittsburgh, dont hear from him much anymore. hes the confident charismatic one and always got me through everything, and all my friends were friends of his) but i quite frankly couldnt survive without my mother. i cant remember doctors appointments, when to take my medicine, and i certainly cant make my own appointments. im quite a mess. I know i lack confidence, i just have no idea how to gain any, especially when i dont have any reason to have any, and quite a lot of reason not to have any.
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