Toriah recoils in horror before he can help it, but he tries to put on a brave face for Nierethi's sake. When the gnome passes, he steps out of the water gingerly and works at cleaning his rapier and drying himself. He does not look at the others, concentrating on his work.
Internally, he is shaking. I never thought I'd use this . . . I never thought I'd kill. It was a giant frog that ate that gnome. Why did I leave the relative safety of the streets? I could make a living, strike off to some bigger city. Or dancing, I could dance. Big cities have more customers and maybe I could join a troupe and travel. I always wanted to see more of the world than this corner. What am I doing here? he agonizes.